__* 11.30 pm .`+ I should be happy that there are people who cares . There is my Bestie there for me beside me when I cried my heart out .. There is Joyce who can accompany me for drinks . There is Benvis who calls me every morning to wake up for work . There is Jaden to bring me out for supper or outings . There is Lawrence to message with during work .. I should be happy . I should also be happy for you .. But unfortunately , Im not . I dont feel anything within me . I cant seem to find any happiness in anything I do .. When I know u'd found someone new , I wasnt supposed to feel anything . But instead , I felt pain in everything ..