Tuesday, March 31, 2009

__* 3.06 am .`+

just came back from Xavier's funeral , tonight is the last night . didnt stayed till the last moment cause tmr still gotta work from 11 am - 9 pm .. only got off on every Thursday . yesterday was the 1st day , was a tiring one .. only managed to sell 1 handset . LOL ! still got long long way to go .. lots of skills to pick up and stuffs to learn again . hope i will stay this job for long .. good luck to me . thanks Joyce darling & Benvis for wishing me luck on my 1st day of work ! sorry didnt got the time to reply as i was rushing .. anyway , hope all my friends take care cause i care . i wont be online so often alrdy .. but can still ring me up , no problem ya ? hugs . good night everyone , still got a few hours left to sleep ! lollipop dreams .

YOU & ME ♥

~ { Tuesday, March 31, 2009 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

Saturday, March 28, 2009

__* 12.08 pm .`+

just found out another person is waiting ?!

WTH .

im really a very fcuked-up person ..

no point wasting ur time , serious .

it's all for ur own good .

YOU & ME ♥

~ { Saturday, March 28, 2009 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

__* 9.53 am .`+

no more Genting if i pass this Thursday's 2nd interview and afterwhich , for reporting . finally after waiting so long .. but it's somehow irritating , cause gotta cancel the trip for Genting when the tickets' alrdy been bought ! arghs . STUPID timing .. no matter what , finding a job is the top priority now .

they say time heals all wound . i believe it's true .. just cast all sorrows aside and move on happily . when you decided to look back again , you will realise it doesnt hurt as much . nobody ever ask you to erase every bits of memories .. it's not that you wont miss that person anymore . deep down you know you somehow still will , a little .. each surprising time he calls , there will be a joy inside . but things will be good as what it is right now , i will be hanging on at where i am .. perhaps our fate is just like this , and how it should ends .

YOU & ME ♥

~ { Wednesday, March 25, 2009 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

Sunday, March 22, 2009

__* 9.33 pm .`+

2 years+ ago , a 1 month relationship , something which i didnt really thought much of .. something , that i'd alrdy completely forgotten about . the past we had , the memories we shared .. if he didnt remind me , i really didnt put it to heart . probably because it's just a one month period .. and i didnt thought he will still think of me . actually he had been asking for patch ever since our last breakup , and it's a on and off thing during these years .. cause im often attached , moreover i didnt feel anything for him alrdy . i didnt took belief in his words when he said he still loves me after all these years .. until now , he's still persistant . i couldnt believe he could still remember the exact date of the day when we're together , breakup , how long we havent seen each other , my birthday & more .. i didnt expect anyone to care so much of my existance . im really touched .. but what i can say is , i am utterly sorry . i believe someday , you'll find someone who can truly capture ur heart ..

YOU & ME ♥

~ { Sunday, March 22, 2009 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

Saturday, March 21, 2009

__* 6.23 pm .`+

i dont wish to act childish with you guys , this is to whoever which brainless passer-bys . if you're unhappy with me , you can jolly well tell me right in my face ! instead of hiding behind closed doors , insulting people when ur simply ignorant .. i dare to put my blog for public to see , and a tagboard for strangers to tag , because my conscience is clear & have done nothing to let myself down ! better than you , gutless son of a bitch .

dont know why always each time i thought of him , and he will call .. morning just happened to scroll my message and wonder when we would contact again . indeed , he called just now ..

YOU & ME ♥

~ { Saturday, March 21, 2009 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

Saturday, March 14, 2009

__* 8.39 pm .`+

the past ~

every night met up with him .

brought me with him for drinking ..

we slept next to each other ..

slacked together playing meetoto ,

sometimes he came over to sleep at my place .

had a stroll together with xiaohei in the middle of the night ..

played catching with xiaohei at playground ..

watch online movies together .
slap each other .. throw things at each other ..

covered blanket for me ..

let me eat the food he bought but ownself cooked instant noodles ..

always ask if im hungry ..

those who loves me , will know who he is .

but i guess all good things always come to an end ..

YOU & ME ♥

~ { Saturday, March 14, 2009 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

Thursday, March 12, 2009

__* 3.12 pm .`+

seeing us end up like this hurts me ..

im in a dilemma too .

i knew this would happen ,

but still i chose to tell the truth ..

i dont know how to express what im feeling right now ,

because i think u wouldnt even wanna care anymore .

just wanna tell you ,

rabbit sister didnt change at all ..

sorry for throwing temper .

YOU & ME ♥

~ { Thursday, March 12, 2009 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

__* 9.38 am .`+

going report soon ,

then later come back toh again .

submitted my resume to apply for admin position ..

then i remembered i cant work office hours cause of my reporting .

damn !

i forgot all abt it again ..

anyway ,

it took me really some time to stop mentioning or hear abt his name .

yesterday ,

i thought of him out of a sudden ?

which ,

when i'd actually quite forgotten about the past alrdy ..

this morning when i woke up ,

i saw a SMS from him asking if im sleeping that was sent at 3.54 am .

is this what they call "Telepathy" ?

HAHA .

dont think too much la dey !

WITHOUT YOU ♥

~ { Thursday, March 12, 2009 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

__* 7.28 pm .`+

now quarrelling with GG on msn .

tears keep falling ..

really dont know how to express my feelings ..

i felt hurt ,

cause i think im losing him as a brother .

WITHOUT YOU ♥

~ { Wednesday, March 11, 2009 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

__* 10.07 am .`+

11 packets of Kinder Bueno ,

1 pack of Viceroy Menthol Light ,

$35 .

WITHOUT YOU ♥

~ { Wednesday, March 11, 2009 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

__* 5.30 am .`+

just now went Hill top with Kang Wei .

didnt expect Wdls people to be there also ,

Wei Ru , Yong Fa they all ..

so fcukin' coincident !

haas .

Yong Fa keep throw his gf one side ,

then i ask him apologise to his Gf ..

and he did .

LOLS .

keep di siao Wei Ru say he play MIA .

long time nvr see him ler ,

still the same old style .

drank tgt with Joshua , Yi Feng , Michelle , Kang Wei .

played 5-10 & directions ..

anyway ,

won myself a $10 cause had a bet with Kang Wei regarding something .

overall ,

quite enjoyed myself cause alot people i know .

hees ..

after 1 big round ,

still involved with Wdls people .

so cute luhs !

WITHOUT YOU ♥

~ { Tuesday, March 10, 2009 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

Monday, March 09, 2009

__* 5.23 pm .`+

this world is very small .

at times ,

there will be a few people come telling me things ..

and the more i know about the truth ,

the more i felt relieved & glad that i didnt return back .

recently really very stress ..

tears come whenever they feel like it .

dont know why even everyday go out also not happy .

guess i'll be finding a job soon to keep myself occupied ..

WITHOUT YOU ♥

~ { Monday, March 09, 2009 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

Saturday, March 07, 2009

__* 8.48 am .`+

sorry King . i cant and wont accept you , cause really dont have feelings .. i know you wanted to patch with me for quite some while .. but i can only say , last time we together is last time's matter . some things can never be return back to the past anymore , memories are meant to be kept beautiful .. that is why they're memories . you said now no feelings doesnt mean in the future forever no feelings .. yes , it's true . but i alrdy have someone in mind .. never say that ur a pest alright ? pls dont be mistaken , ur not irritating okay . maybe i'd changed .. im not as kind as before . but i'd never labelled you such nicks ! so dont belittle urself .. take care . =]

WITHOUT YOU ♥

~ { Saturday, March 07, 2009 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

Thursday, March 05, 2009

__* 10.16 am .`+

just fucking came back home !
it's morning time .
haahahs ..
enjoy sial .
really thanks to the following people ;
GG , M & R .
actually ytd only wanted to have supper with GG ..
but later on they got programs .
so i followed GG to drink wearing my "hot pants" !
LOLS .
fcuk ,
it's actually home clothes and short pants la ..
luckily i didnt wear my spongebob square pants boxer out .
anyway ,
didnt really drink much .
after that went down to Boat Quay !
hahas ..
saw my jewels .
then drink continuously 1 cup beer , 1 cup liquor .
*faints -
but i promised GG to have Beehoon together ..
so went to the toilet ,
no matter what ..
i still dig my throat and vomit .
finally we ate Beehoon and went back home !
thank euu GG Bro for the cab fare .
without Bf ,
life is so much happier ..
dont have to be malign by him ,
saying i outside flirt when he alrdy knows abt it .
KNN !
haas ..
FUCK IT LA .
you think i care mah ?!
u want talk what ,
you just carry on only .
make urself the most "WEI DA" person on earth ..
but in the end ,
only you urself knows who had really done the other party wrong !

time is running out ,
1 last day to spend with K ..
dont keep say i hong .
i really never ..
my conscience is clear .
i only use my entire heart to treat each & every one ,
for i dont wanna live to regret anymore .

WITHOUT YOU ♥

~ { Thursday, March 05, 2009 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

Wednesday, March 04, 2009

__* 11.15 pm .`+

in the past we were close ,

but he let the chance slip away .

when i was attached ,

he said if im single ,

he'll surely go after me ..

then once again ,

we became close ..

then he started to neglect me .

now when i didnt contact him ..

he asked ,

"Y u dont care me . Got bf already ?"

FUCK !

i really dont understand guys .

WITHOUT YOU ♥

~ { Wednesday, March 04, 2009 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

Tuesday, March 03, 2009

__* 8.26 pm .`+

someone gave me a drawing ..

pointed at the table saying there's a roll of paper ,

but i didnt bother .
he kept pointing ..

finally i unrolled the paper and it was ..

something simple ,

may be considered stupid .

but least ,

it touched my heart ..

& i just kept laughing .

WITHOUT YOU ♥

~ { Tuesday, March 03, 2009 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

__* 6.12 am .`+

only after you lost something or it is going to disappear from ur life ,

then only people start to learn and regret .

few years later ,

when secrets of the past is revealed ..

everything is already too late ..

time can never be turned back again .

my tears fell for you today ;

HZK .

keep falling and falling ..

WITHOUT YOU ♥

~ { Tuesday, March 03, 2009 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

Sunday, March 01, 2009

__* 7.35 am .`+

when this song was played , i thought of him ..

He once said to me ,
"As long as we're truly in love , we dont have to care what others say ..
One day , they'll give us their blessings ."

张敬轩 - Hurt So Bad

哭了才发现自己真的受伤了
你曾对我说你永远是我的
为了爱情我把自己的幸福都忘了
你快乐我就快乐
也许是我们彼此都太年轻了
总是特别容易沉溺在爱情里
每当我再次看到身边美丽的花火
你也离开我我还是想对你说
Baby I Love You So Much
你走了我的心在淌血
Baby You Hurt Me So Bad
想要你回到我的世界
Baby I Love You So Much
你给我的诺言已经瓦解
Baby You Hurt Me So Bad
只要我们都爱着
无论多苦都值得
说好的你怎么忘记了?
也许是我们彼此都太年轻了
总是特别容易沉溺在爱情里
每当我再次看到身边美丽的花火
你也离开我我还是想对你说
Baby I Love You So Much
你走了我的心在淌血
Baby You Hurt Me So Bad
想要你回到我的世界
Baby I Love You So Much
你给我的诺言已经瓦解
Baby You Hurt Me So Bad
只要我们都爱着
无论多苦都值得
说好的你怎么忘记了

WITHOUT YOU ♥

~ { Sunday, March 01, 2009 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

__* 7.12 am .`+

an idiot chased me with a cockroach !

made me cursed and ran like mad ..

haas .

i know who are the one who cares ,

who are the ones who are scared i no money to eat or take cab ..

who is the one who took care of me when im sick ..

who are the ones who accompanied me ..

who is the one who went to buy Mic for me when i need it for playing Meetoto ..

who are the ones who always treat me drinking ..

who are the ones who always ask me out for lunch ..

thank you .

for being there for me whenever im upset ,

or need someone to pour my sorrows to ,

or a shoulder to cry on ,

be there for me to scold for nothing when mood swings .

i may be dumb ..

but my eyes are working fine to see it all .

WITHOUT YOU ♥

~ { Sunday, March 01, 2009 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

~`♥ The Message

~`♥ The Lady

~`♥ Love Aint Lust

~`♥ Friends For Keep

~`♥ Bygones = Memories

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