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Tuesday, December 30, 2008
__* 11.19 pm .`+
today went for my 1st day of report . everything was okay .. the female officer was friendly . hid my cheek piercings .. she even asked what happen to my cheeks . haas .. stupid . but quite troublesome when need to put back everything . i dressed like a total geek wearing a nerdy glasses , worn my hoodie and long pants to cover tattoo here and there .. after reporting , boy came down and we quarrelled .. nearly broke up . but in the end never la !
went to Funan IT Mall buy my Nano screen protecter & silicon case then to Suntec walk walk .. bought some clothes . bought wallet for boy .. $99 . but lucky got discount a few bucks .. really must go find job liao .. if not must go eat wind ler . anyway , this Thursday no need go report cause is public holiday ! lalaas .. ohh ya , btw i was 1/2 hr late .. reached at 10.30 instead . luckily i nvr stupid chiong cab down lor .. cause the officer later told me the reporting time is between 10 am - 12 pm . but sad shit , on my birthday still need go down ..
* i know you did everything you could to please me ..
i know you did lots of things for me ..
but did i not ?
you know ,
it isnt easy for me to move on to where i am ..
haiis .
i admit i will still think of the past ..
but i always rmb that ,
i have you now .



MY HEART'S WHERE EVER YOU ARE ♥

~ { Tuesday, December 30, 2008 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

Monday, December 29, 2008
__* 11.26 am .`+
Yesterday Boy hugged me tightly & said , "I love you very much .."




MY HEART'S WHERE EVER YOU ARE ♥

~ { Monday, December 29, 2008 }
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Sunday, December 28, 2008
__* 5.02 pm .`+
days go by ,
nothing ever changes ..

just now got a small quarrel with Bestie ..
but now okay ler .
today nvr go anywhere ,
tmr going in JB with Bestie & Sai Kit .

nowadays ,
bf and me is on rocky terms ..
seems like any time shattering to pieces .
dont know still got how long we can go ?
sometimes think really no hope ler ..
then it'll came back a little inch .
sadd shitt !





MY HEART'S WHERE EVER YOU ARE ♥

~ { Sunday, December 28, 2008 }
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Friday, December 26, 2008
__* 11.10 pm .`+
today went to get my hair straightened & dyed black . looks like a nerdy ass now .. if not for my reporting .. arghs ! but i will tolerate . still long way to go .. good luck to me . and ya , i might have to remove my cheek piercings .. *fcuk that mojojojo !

sometimes i dont know why we are together for .. you can talk to girls but i cant get to talk to my guy friends . you could msg them , you could tell them that ur feelings fade with me and stuffs like that .. even asked girls to go out shopping with you ! but right now right here , ur acting like you cant afford to lose me . i respect you , i stayed with you , i stayed outta contact with guys .. even in msn , i dont chat much or even reply them . but what do you think i am ?

~ { Friday, December 26, 2008 }
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Thursday, December 25, 2008
__* 4.08 am .`+
some of the things BF bought .

merry xmas peeps ! just came back home not long .. this year xmas present i got from darling is the latest ipod nano . woots .. happy like dont know what sial . lately he's been buying me more & more stuffs to pamper me .. thank you dear , & apologies for the temper at times .

sorry for grumbling abt that mickey mouse cause it's not the exact one i wanted previously , but i know you did put in efforts to grab that soft-toy outta that stupid machine . so i will cherish it de la ! haas , thanks for doing all u could to make me happy ..



~ { Thursday, December 25, 2008 }
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Monday, December 22, 2008
__* 6.06 pm .`+
today came back home after a stupid tiff with him . running fever for the past 3 days .. now still having a slight one at 38.4 degree . it's going on and off .. fcuking irritating . hais ..

~ { Monday, December 22, 2008 }
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Tuesday, December 16, 2008
__* 2.14 pm .`+
Ah Dai just told me , he saw Tiger inside QRP last Oct . my other ex , Don also inside . that means 3 of my ex were inside .. anyway he said Tiger asked him to contact me to get his number . when inside , Tiger told him that we were together before .. & that he missed me . this is like the 3rd person i'd heard from , telling me that he told them he missed me .. sigh .
i really dont understand . and guess i can never understand at all ..

~ { Tuesday, December 16, 2008 }
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Monday, December 15, 2008
__* 11.20 pm .`+


darling bought me an ENORMOUS rabbit plushie which i wanted so much that day at Vivo , actually i preferred the smaller version . but well .. the big one is good too ! hees . dar says he will try his best to get things i want .. in fact , i'd alrdy bought our 1st mth anniversay cum his birthday present ler . tmr will give him surprise .. =p

~ { Monday, December 15, 2008 }
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__* 6.22 pm .`+
kang wei , thank you for helping me renew my passport . sorry for having to let you go .. thanks for the past memories though it's short . some things i didnt get the chance to say , you were a good boyfriend .. i'll always keep you in my heart . =)

~ { Monday, December 15, 2008 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;
__* 1.08 am .`+
today im back at my own place , cause been awhile since i went home .

sad to say , i'd have to report to Amk HQ every tuesday & thursday for 1 entire year commencing on the 30th of this month . what the hell ? just because im arrogant to the CNB ? nabei cheebye . makes my blood damn boil sial .. dont know how to find job like this . have to dye black hair , but im dying golden brown instead .. next month my birthday , but on that very day still have to crawl up early to report lo . KNN .. what rotten luck . sigh ..

~ { Monday, December 15, 2008 }
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Thursday, December 11, 2008
__* 12.13 pm .`+
seems like got alot strangers are reading my blog , heard from friends then i know . haas .. thanks for supporting luhs . (:

6 more days to our 1st mth .
& we really got long way to go ..
boy , you will be my everything now .
dont always so vinegar pot ok ?
though we will have disagreements at times ,
but i believe that will only pull us closer .
nothing can tear us apart ..
for least , not low-down sluts ya .

~ { Thursday, December 11, 2008 }
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Wednesday, December 03, 2008
__* 8.45 am .`+
i think he is gone from the outside world . dont know if my heart had alrdy left him or not .. but i really aint in the right to think of this person anymore . FATE is really making a fool of me .. when i need him badly , he's nowhere to be seen . but when i start to forget him , he'll pop out all of a sudden and appear in my life again .. what is this ? was our past love just worth this dirt ? he said we couldnt be together cause he's going in again .. that time i told him that i wont be waiting this time , cause he didnt ask me to . and if i found someone new when he's inside , dont feel sad and dont eat again cause is he himself dont wish to be with me . but really , if he had spoken .. i would definitely wait . what i really dont understand is .. why still bother to grab a Kinder Bueno for me before we left the supermarket that night ? and asked me to keep it safe if not later go back others will eat finish .. why would he still rmb about the things i like after so long ? i really dont wish to shed any tears .. but it hurts too much . im trying to be strong .. and move on . i guess this time round , it's heaven's will that wanted us to part . i will not think of him anymore .. everything is predestined .



Bestie , this is for you ..

love him doesnt mean to possess him . as long he's happy , that's alrdy more than enough .. if you cant give him the happiness as what others did , then you should step back and feel glad that someone out there is doing the job . even if it's a disguise , you have no choice but to .

~ { Wednesday, December 03, 2008 }
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Tuesday, December 02, 2008
__* 6.09 pm .`+
dont know how's his sentence .. is it postponed again ? hope he'll be alright . sad to say im stupid enough to give up working night life for CW . anyway , this is the last chance i'd be with him . if he doesnt appreciate my presence then too bad i wont be staying long either .. (:

~ { Tuesday, December 02, 2008 }
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