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Friday, December 21, 2007
__* Rekindled Love .`+
We're back together again . It's not Tiger anymore .. And will never be him again . Im letting go .. Darick is back with me now . Though cant spend quality time together like in the past , cause he still in hostel but its okay . Cause even this is so , I have flirt no more .. Thanks . Really thanks for making me feel loved once more . I thought that I would never love anyone more than Tiger ler .. But I guess it's just so wrong . Cause I know I cant be so stupid to keep waiting when Tiger was the one to say break and everything . Whats more , he's the one who let me down .. My conscience is clear . So , nothing more to comment about .

If really wanna say never think about Tiger at all , it's a fcuking lie .. But sooner or later , everything must go . I know . My life now is just evolving around work , friends , and most importantly .. my bf . Nothing else more than that .. No more guys .. No more extending with my boss . No more drinking or whatsoever . I just wanna leave all those damn stuffs behind .. I just wanna lead a simple life . I will cherish what I have and everything that's with me now .. I dont wish to regret or cry over spilt milk again . He loves me alot .. and I aint gonna let him down . I will be a good girlfriend , promise . =)

~ { Friday, December 21, 2007 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

Tuesday, December 18, 2007
__* 3.39 am .`+
Some things are simply impossible to erase . Just like memories .. They stay put forever in your heart . Some parts may be often refreshed , while the rest left untouched . But whatever happens , every piece will be intact .. It's not the impact or hurt someone caused affects , it's the thinking of one self that will truly heals its soul . It's the coming 4th month since you left .. And Im starting to adpapt living my life as per normal . Maybe cause I'd found company .. Or maybe just someone , who can understand what I really want . I know I cant deny the fact that I do still miss him at times .. But as I'd mentioned earlier on , it's him who had chosen to let go . So I guess I shant stay on the same old spot anymore .. It doesnt seems fair to me or to anyone who dotes me .

Thus , if anyone ask again .. Here's my answer :
"Yes I do love him , BUT it's all the past now . Everyone needs to move on .. Everyone , needs a second chance ."

~ { Tuesday, December 18, 2007 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

Saturday, December 08, 2007
__* 2.28 am .`+
# 我不配 ..

这街上太拥挤
太多人有秘密
玻璃上有雾气谁被隐藏起过去
你脸上的情绪
在还原那场雨
这巷弄太过弯曲走不回故事里

这日子不再绿
又斑驳了几句
剩下搬空回忆的我在大房子里
电影院的座椅
隔遥远的距离
感情没有对手戏你跟自己下棋

还来不及仔仔细细写下你的关于
描述我如何爱你
你却微笑的离我而去

* 这感觉 已经不对
我努力在挽回
一些些应该体贴的感觉我没给
你嘟嘴许的愿望很卑微在妥协
是我忽略 你不过要人陪

这感觉已经不对
我最后才了解
一页页不忍翻阅的情节你好累
你默背为我掉过几次泪多憔悴
而我心碎你受罪你的美 我不配 ..

~ { Saturday, December 08, 2007 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

Wednesday, December 05, 2007
__* Suffocation .`+
Take me back to heaven where I belong ..
And never let me down again .

*Where are you when I need you most ?
Seems like it's been forever , that you'd been gone ..

~ { Wednesday, December 05, 2007 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;