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Tuesday, May 22, 2007
__* Mutual Trust . `+
Just now after the movie , went straight back home . Didn't return to Tiger's place cause he didn't contact me the entire day .. I was kinda angry ? Okay , maybe I was . But Tiger did msg me in the end .

His first message is always , "Where you" .. Told him that Im going home . He asked if it was mine or his . I replied mine , but he sort of doubt my words .. As in , he wasn't really convinced that Im going back home . Cause my habit is to hang out late at night till morning then I'll finally be home .. But I told him that I ain't going out , it's okay if he chooses not to believe . He go out enjoy till can not send a single sms to me .. He argued back that I didn't contact him either .. But why should I bother to send him msg or tell him what Im doing when he doesn't even care ?

However , the fact is that I'd actually forgotten I'd told him that I would either go out with Joyce or stay at home waiting for him to come back from swimming .. And after that then go look for him . Haas , so it turn out to be myself at fault .

Sorry for being ridiculous at times . Thanks for tolerating my temper .. But at least now I'm not that easily flared-up like in the past . So perhaps he had caused certain changes in me , which definitely includes abandoning of night life .. Though sometimes I might still sneak out for fun , but it's the trust that he'd given me , led me to differentiate right from wrong . Don't worry , I will never do things that let down my guy ..

Tomorrow wake up gotta go meet my Tiger darling after he knocks off from work . If not , he's gotta chant sutra on me again .. Had already experienced his skill in doing that . Well , I guess it's his favourite ya ? That's why he's so good at it ! Made me become such a good girl now .. - x33 ~

~ { Tuesday, May 22, 2007 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

Monday, May 21, 2007
__* Happy 1 Month ! `+
Yesterday stayed home the entire day with Tiger , cause' he fcuked-up got tagging ! Hope can last long with him till his tagging drop then all go happy happy together with his family . His elder sister going to introduce me work either 'Gold Heart' or 'Citi Gems' . Bored sia ! Dont know if still can tolerate standing whole day like my past jobs .. Thought of going to work in the society again , mood dampen . Only can blame that I wasn't born with a silver spoon ?

This afternoon Tiger came back home from work early , woke me up and asked me go Wild Wild Wet with his family . Siao Lian Ehs , Lim Bu Lai Ang ok .. Craps ! My menses nv come den bo jio go swim la hor . come alrdy den all jio swim swim .. Cute seh ? Lolx . Nvm , I tolerate .. So now I came back my hometown . Awhile later going Yishun watch movie with Joyce ler . Tmd , can become LES alrdy .. Haas . What to do ? She also dont want go swimming mah . Somemore , PONTANG WORK again .. Still say definitely will go work . Blahs ! Joyce is FULL OF SHIT . Ha ha ha . Hear until everyone can memorise alrdy lehs ~

Later at night should be meeting Tiger lahs . Everyday stucked with him lor .. So 'LOVING' . Ya right ! Nevermind , Rabbit will sneak out to play sometimes . Hope he don't drown swimming with Ah Bee .. So big fat pig lors . Mwahahs`` Im becoming plump too ! All thanks to him , everyday feed me till so full can explode man . If someday he dare despise me , I'll take my fats and throw his face . Every day with him can die of heart attack . Keep throwing each other into washing machine and spin .. Thanks PIG , I will dote you one lahs .

ADORES : Mr Piggy Ass !

~ { Monday, May 21, 2007 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

Wednesday, May 16, 2007
__* Fade . `+
Today I'd sneaked out for rouding .
Not because I'm misbehaving ..
Only that boredom have starts to become torment .

Finally back home once more .
Feeling friggin' shag as usual ;
The same as what I'd been ,
when I had nobody to call my own .

Everything seems to be ideal and going smooth ..
But it's too good to be true somehow .

Now that I have someone to call my own ,
I felt that it's not him that I completely adore
or could commit my heart with .
Simply because ,
all I ever want is NWK to come back ;
No one else .

I'm sorry ,
Didn't mean to lie through my teeth .
But I don't even think you would doubt or bother ,
cause I ain't sense no love between us ..

No worries though ,
I'll still play my role .

~ { Wednesday, May 16, 2007 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

Thursday, May 10, 2007
__* Peace . `+
Didn't get the chance to come online these days . All along was at Tiger's place , will be at home with him before 10 pm due to tagging .. But it's okay , two months later he'll be free then . Yesterday kinda quarrelled with him .. Perhaps i was over-reactant or sensitive , but i just cant tolerate seeing him stand in the place of his friend and talks with another girl . It's so dumb ! I mean if they're really meant to be , there's no need for interference .. Anyway , managed to hold my temper which means we're quite okay now .

Darick called few days ago when he came out from hostel , asking me to go over Carebear's place [E]xtend with them . But of course , i didnt agree .. Promised myself not to anymore . Moreover , Tiger didn't approve me of going either . Hope that Darick knows how to take care of himself .. *Sigh - Well . Sometimes , i still think of the past . But memories should be all of what's left .

Sorry boy ,
I still think of him ;
even when we are together .
Though I cant love you as much ,
but I promise to try ..

~ { Thursday, May 10, 2007 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

Friday, May 04, 2007
__* Faithful . `+
This morning , Tiger went to work as usual then i came back home from his place . It's a really far distance from Choa Chu Kang to Seng Kang .. Nevertheless , i wanted to go home play com and slack . Haas ! Also because he has got 'counselloring' session at night , so i'll be meeting him after that .

The days spent with him , though isn't that exciting compared to the past programs i'd always had at night with my rouding / clubbing / drinking kakis , but i had much enjoyed his company .. Especially having dinner together with his family . It's always filled with joy & laughters !

His Mum and Uncle seemed not to have any disapproval or objections against me , only that i have to take out all my lip piercings .. But that's what at least consoled me . I've learnt to be a better person , stopped going clubbing , no more night life .. Help out with the house chores a little ; such as folding clothes , laying out the bedsheets etc . *Giggles* Can become housewife already ? =x

Now busy finding jobs . But i must admit that im kind of picky , thats why missed going for a couple of interviews .. Dont know if i should take up part-time or full-time job ! Cause Tiger knocks off from work in the afternoon , sometimes even earlier . However , for the sake of money , i have gotta go for full-time .. Asking Ryan to help keep a look-out if there's any vacancy at his workplace . Hope can go back to selling mobile phones .

Jasper yesterday ask me go [E]xtend with him , but i don't want . Wish to lead a simple normal life right now .. Please don't contaminate me anymore ! Thanks for the offer anway , i'll reconsider it in future if there's nobody to discipline me . *Grins*

Hopes that this story chapter would go on till the end , though i no longer held belief in forever .. Just don't wish to have any more flings or scandals . I know there's existance of a few bitches who wish to come in between us , but it's okay that i back out , if they think they possess the ability to make my boy go head-over-heels for them .

By the way , this coming Mother's Day going with Tiger to his Ah Ma's place eat with his family & relatives . I love to eat ! =D

~ { Friday, May 04, 2007 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;