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Thursday, September 23, 2004
__* 250506 - 160706 `+
As usual , I'm still missing him . Ain't any lesser , but even more than before .. Probably cause' he had chose to walk out on me without a single word . Our time spent together really isn't considered much , cause mainly consists of waiting for him while he was in army . Yet no matter what i do , i can't seem to shake him off my mind . I don't understand what is it of him that attracts me .. In fact , he's just one of those typical hooligans out there in the streets . Our chapter started out when we first chatted in WLNY .. Before that , I'd actually viewed before his profile but i did not make any move . [It's my common style to just view for leisure ..] That's why it's actually quite destined or rather coincident , when he started msging me first .

Afterwhich , we agreed to meet at the plaza downstairs my place .. I was late on our first meeting . He came with a friend , named Sam . And I , alone . They were quite in rush for work , thus practically we just sat down & smoked for awhile before they left .. Still remembering , though it was only a short period of meeting but I intentionally dolled myself up hoping that he would catch a proper glimpse of me .

The second meeting was at the mall nearby ur area .. But with nobody else , just the two of us having a simple dinner together . We sat in the middle of the food court . He paid for my meal . I insisted on paying , but he rejected .. Threatening that if I don't take back the money , he'd never meet me again . We ordered the same food , "Paper Chicken" .. He claimed that he was too lazy to walk further for more choices of food . Though he didn't like the taste of herbs , he still ate half of it .. Halfway munching our food away , a cockroach crawled past in front of me . I was frightened , but he stood on his seat out of a sudden .. And helped me chase it away . After eating , we went out to the open area to smoke and slack as there's still sufficient time before he had to go work at night . He suggested going to play pool or billard .. So we went to the nearest Hougang plaza , by bus . He kept dragging me to hail a cab , but was stopped by me .. It was kinda unforgettable , cause the both of us were behaving like lil' kids pulling each other's hands .

During the billard game , he kept letting me win . He paid for everything that day .. And every other days when we were together , including watching of movies at PS after my schooling . He sacrificied his sleep , just to spend more time with me .. I was really moved . Gradually , he introduced me to his close buddies . His first friend I'd met , was "Cockroach" .. Then , Lionel , Yong Hui , Wei Chang , Alex etc .

The time when the both of us decided to get into a relationship with each other , was through lots of considerations & process .. It started out when the both of us had went to catch a movie at the usual place . Throughout the show , he kept shivering .. And when the show ended , we walked briskly out of the mall . When we went to 7-11 to buy a cup of hot beverage .. Then finally found a corner nearby , he squatted down keeping quiet .. Still continuing to shiver . All I could do was to lend him my sweater , covering his entire hands .. Watching him suffer . I was totally helpless , cause such things had never happened onto any of my friends before . I squat beside him too .. Rubbing his hands profusely , hoping that could perhaps help a tinee winee bit . After some while , we went back to the warm carpark inside the mall as he's still feeling cold .. Just as we were about to reach the entrance of the transparent door which led to the carpark , he held my hands . And that was how we soon became an item . But unfortunately , it didn't last ..










~ { Thursday, September 23, 2004 }
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