Friday, May 29, 2009

__* 11.06 pm .`+

now i dont long for anything else ,

but work hard & earn more money .

everyday try to chiong sales as much as i can ..

if everyday at least sell one $10 commission de hp ,

1 month pay sure enough to spend even after giving parents $300 .

HOHOHO !

want to buy hp but haben decide on the model yet ,

have to save up 1st .

next month when confirm staff then got corporal rates ,

after that can upgrade my plan which i'd waited so long ..

also can help Mum to save some money on my hp bills .

hope my reporting faster ends then can dye hair ..

also can rest more on my off day ,

dont have to run here and there like dog .

pls stop stirring up my feelings ..

it's no use liao .

i'd been a fool for too long ,

and such things wont ever happen again .

i'd alrdy let go of everything which belong to the past ..

a person may be stupid ,

but he/she wont be dumb for life .

still ,

memories will most be kept beautiful .

YOU TOOK MY HEART ALONG ♥

~ { Friday, May 29, 2009 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

Friday, May 22, 2009

__* 12.20 am .`+

yesterday was my off day . went home in the morning then Boi went to work .. changed and went down to find Boi . bought him lunch before i went for reporting .. went down to TPY , thought my friend working de saloon at there . but in the end , made a mistake of the location which is actually at Bishan . so waited there alone for Boi to come down after his work .. he accompanied me go rebond my hair , sat & waited for 3 hrs plus . finally got my hair straightened , so happy .. after that , went to serangoon eat prata and kambing soup . then back home ! tmr meeting Boi again .. Ah Bii miss him lots ; loves .

YOU TOOK MY HEART ALONG ♥

~ { Friday, May 22, 2009 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

Thursday, May 14, 2009

i'd just let go of someone ,

who really dote me more than anyone had ever done so ..

someone who love me for who i am .

im realli sorry ..

it hurts me lots ,

but still i gotta do this .

i know eu did everything you could to make me happy ..

always giving me money scared i not enough money to eat ,

everyday come down Bedok send me my lunch and go off back to work .

buy Scallop Siewmai which cost $5 when it's only 3 pieces .

buy lots of Tim Sum for me to eat ..

when i say 1 , you wont say 2 .

everyday send me back home from work travelling all the way back to Wdls ..

when i off day ,

you came down all the way from Geylang to Cck ,

just to fetch me back Sengkang then back to Wdls .

always trying to bring me go drink ..

even go drink you also cant drink much cause of riding bike .

main purpose is cause i want to drink only ..

im terribly sorry for always giving you fcuked-up attitude when im drunk .

always yelling ur head off for no gd reason ..

sigh .

i know you loved me and give in to me alot at all times ,

that is the reason why i wanna stop causing you more miseries ..

YOU TOOK MY HEART ALONG ♥

~ { Thursday, May 14, 2009 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

Thursday, May 07, 2009

__* 10.04 pm .`+

last time when i was still in my secondary school life ..

there's a guy whom i knew through MIRC .

we met up and he gave me a black strip necklace with 6 blocks of alphabets ;

A N G E L A .

we were at Kovan ,

didnt know why we went to the Popular ..

when we were leaving and standing outside Popular to wait for the lift ,

he asked me to open out my hand ..

afterwhich he placed a small gift box on my hand which he slipped out from his pocket .

he told me that it was his first time buying gift for girls ..

didnt know what to get and he got it in a rush .

dont know why we lost contact with each other ..

i did tried to find his whereabouts but to no avail .

i rmb he always told me to study hard ..

after so many years ..

if this guy is really last time that guy ,

then i think really is fate that allow us to meet again .

YOU TOOK MY HEART ALONG ♥

~ { Thursday, May 07, 2009 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

Monday, May 04, 2009

__* 12.33 am .`+

我知道你还是爱着我。。

虽然分开的理由，我们都以接受。

你知道我会有多难过。。

所以即使到最后，还微笑着要我加油。

我知道你还放不下我。。

才会在离开时，闭着眼没有回头。

答应你，我会好好过。。

不让，这些眼泪白流。

YOU TOOK MY HEART ALONG ♥

~ { Monday, May 04, 2009 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

Saturday, May 02, 2009

__* 12.23 am .`+

there are times when i look in ur eyes ..

i see the love that we shared ,

i see the joy inside .

but i didnt see the feelings u hide ..

and now ur saying goodbye ,

cause ur love has died .

and all i can think abt is u ,

the way u say u love me too ..

& everytime i close my eyes i see ur face ;

my love can nvr be erased & u can nvr be replaced baby .

baby boy why dont u come back to me ?

why dont u love me anymore ..

baby boy u know i still care for u ,

u know i will love u forever more .

there are times when i kiss u good night ..

i feel the love that we shared ,

i feel the joy inside .

but i didnt feel what u tried to hide ..

and now ur saying goodbye ,

cause ur feeling has died .

and all i can think abt is u ,

the way u say u love me too ..

and everytime i close my eyes i see ur face ;

my love can nvr be erased & u can nvr be replaced baby .

baby boy why dont u come back to me ?
why dont u love me anymore ..
baby boy u know i still care for u ,
u know i will love u forever more .

YOU TOOK MY HEART ALONG ♥

~ { Saturday, May 02, 2009 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

~`♥ The Message

~`♥ The Lady

~`♥ Love Aint Lust

~`♥ Friends For Keep

~`♥ Bygones = Memories

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