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Tuesday, January 27, 2009
__* 12.41 am .`+
every year's new year gathering is getting to see fewer and fewer relatives ..
damn stupid .
stayed at Ah Ma there for 1 hr plus nia ,
only came one pathetic family !
so sad didnt get to see other suave cousins .
LOLS .
anyway ,
went over to Grandma place .
didnt receive as much ang-baos as last yr ,
due to Grandpa's departure .
gambled over there ..
got 1 uncle who is my Mum's elder bro ,
he sat beside me .
all the way kpkb but ownself dont want to play .
CCB !
then i exploded ..
scolded him asking him dont kaobei .
haas ,
indeed he immediately shut the fark up and move far away .
in front sitting a girl whose my cousin ..
she was like damn snooked .
everyone else said i did a good job ,
cause nobody liked him .
damn stupid lor ..
want kaobei also not beside me la bodoh .
anyway ,
damn tired lor .
going to sleep soon ..
good nights . (:
*my turn to fade ?
how long more .



MY HEART'S WHERE EVER YOU ARE ♥

~ { Tuesday, January 27, 2009 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

Monday, January 26, 2009
__* 12.28 am .`+
happy chinese new year ! ^^
yesterday extend .
today went to Bf Ah Ma's place eat reunion dinner 1st ,
then to Amk my Grandmother's place .
just came back home ..
1st thing online MSN .
already got 7 people msg wishing CNY ..
haas .
damn tired ,
going to sleep soon after bathing .
good luck Bf for ur dry swimming ..
win more money !



MY HEART'S WHERE EVER YOU ARE ♥

~ { Monday, January 26, 2009 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

Saturday, January 24, 2009
__* 1.30 pm .`+
dont know after CNY ,
can get back all the money people owe me or not ..
some people just dont live up to their promises !
disappointing .



MY HEART'S WHERE EVER YOU ARE ♥

~ { Saturday, January 24, 2009 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

Thursday, January 22, 2009
__* 11.14 pm .`+
WL is someone whom i know very long ago ..
just that we lost contact .
at Christmas day ,
he happened to be in the same pub at Lavender .
that's why we started MSN-ing again .
BF is angry ,
cause he thinks im hiding things from him ..
but he doesnt understand there's no such need for me to lie over such things .
i really know him for quite some time .
well ,
i guess Mum is right ..
we shouldnt be staying together ,
will only cause more conflicts .
i need space to breathe ..
and perhaps ,
a little more trust from him ..
sigh -



MY HEART'S WHERE EVER YOU ARE ♥

~ { Thursday, January 22, 2009 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

Wednesday, January 21, 2009
__* 3.10 am .`+
sick & tired of everything ..
STRESS !!!
stupid mood swings again .



MY HEART'S WHERE EVER YOU ARE ♥

~ { Wednesday, January 21, 2009 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

Tuesday, January 20, 2009
__* 11.25 pm .`+
today went reporting , then off to Amk to meet Mummy shopping . shopped from 3 in the afternoon till 10 pm .. went to Hougang , Seng Kang . but in the end only managed to get myself 3 tops & 1 dress .. Mummy said im very picky , shop whole day only got so few clothings .. lols . thats because i dont wanna anyhow choose and waste her money .. just now she even asked me to pick Levis Jeans , but i think those designs are not worth such high price so i nvr take . Mummy really dotes me alot .. hees . love you ! ^^ you're the best .




MY HEART'S WHERE EVER YOU ARE ♥

~ { Tuesday, January 20, 2009 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

Friday, January 16, 2009
__* 1.51 pm .`+
Grandfather pass away ler ..
later going attend his funeral wake @ Amk .
first time got relative depart .
dont know why tears will auto fall ..
cause also not really close ,
only chinese new year then get to see him .
but i rmb him smiling to me ,
when i sneakily open cans of beer to drink while i was young ..

~ R.I.P dear Grandfather ~



MY HEART'S WHERE EVER YOU ARE ♥

~ { Friday, January 16, 2009 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

Thursday, January 15, 2009
__* 12.27 am .`+
at last ,
buying Hello Kitty phone !
*weets -
though is not the model i wanted previously ,
cause too many people using alrdy .
so i choose another new one ..
$220 only !
so cute luhs .
hurhurs ..
though is China phone but nvm la .
this new model wont have too many people using ,
so very happy .
anyway ..
tmr reporting as usual .
afterwhich will be accompanying BF to get himself inked .
3 more days to our 2nd month !
BF just now got tell me .
didnt thought he would remember ..
hees .



MY HEART'S WHERE EVER YOU ARE ♥

~ { Thursday, January 15, 2009 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

Wednesday, January 14, 2009
__* 4.44 am .`+
yesterday Tiger called me .
BF was very angry ..
till now ,
he's still very jealous over his existance .
we quarrelled again ..
but i really didnt expect him to call .
at least ,
i tried my best to stop contacting him during those periods ..
and i did .
i didnt brood too much over it ,
not anymore .
i chatted with him for it was merely a friend ..
but BF didnt seemed to trust me .
well ..
if i really wanted to flirt around or go back to his side ,
i could have left earlier .
why wait till now ?
moreover ,
he's attached now ..
and with a loving girlfriend who cares for him .
so let's not let our imaginations run wild ,
okay ?
hope BF and I wont ever have to bicker over minor stuffs like that ..
it will only make our relationship looks so weak !



MY HEART'S WHERE EVER YOU ARE ♥

~ { Wednesday, January 14, 2009 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

Tuesday, January 13, 2009
__* 12.14 am .`+
really must stop idling my life away like this ..
slacking life will stop soon .
meanwhile ,
gotta appreciate my quality time with BF now .
cause working life ..
sure will have changes .
hope everything work out still by then .
no matter what happens ,
i wont think back anymore ..



MY HEART'S WHERE EVER YOU ARE ♥

~ { Tuesday, January 13, 2009 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

Monday, January 12, 2009
__* 1.53 pm .`+
i remembered ..
we said ,
besties for life .
& i believe it's no matter what ..
boyfriend and friend ,
both are equally important .
you'll always be labelled as my Bestie ..
nvr be replaced too .



MY HEART'S WHERE EVER YOU ARE ♥

~ { Monday, January 12, 2009 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

Saturday, January 10, 2009
__* 3.53 pm .`+
hate things to end up this way ..



MY HEART'S WHERE EVER YOU ARE ♥

~ { Saturday, January 10, 2009 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

Friday, January 09, 2009
__* 9.07 pm .`+
everyone can view my blog , cause i have nothing to hide .
really hate the way you changed ,
stingy like fcuk !
ARROGANT & SELF-CENTRED ..
charge people for eating ur things ?
making stories to everyone ,
making them fools to believe in you .
but when in the end ..
the truth is revealed ,
ur the real joker .
the chalet ,
you lied to my boyfriend about the price of the cake ..
WHY ?
the cake is $80+ only ,
why say it's $183 ?
he transferred $100 to you ..
you still wanna ask MORE ?
what the hell .
why you wanna lie to him ?
so you guys could pay less yet claimed all the credits ?
or that the chalet is paid entirely by you ?
why bluff saying you didnt go down Tampines ?
if you dont wanna help CW buy cake just say right .
didnt thought you could even lie through ur teeth ;
to ME !
who were the ones who really stood by you when Acid Crue people wanna find you ..
NOBODY STOOD UP FOR YOU .
remember ?
you think Ah Di they all so young can fight for you ?
i regretted doing so much things for you ..
why i stood by you even when the entire world doesnt believe you ..
how i quarrelled with my BFs when they say you aint a trustworthy person .
why i find people to help you ..
why i keep holding on ..
put in good words for you when Boss wanted to fire you long ago .
i quitted my job because you were sacked .
to help you save ur pride and backbone ,
i didnt tell your friends that u were SACKED !
left my future propects only of LOYALTY for friends .
i thought you were my Best Friend ..
but now all i got back ,
was this ..
LIES .
lies ..
& more LIES !
can you imagine how difficult position i was in ,
when i invited you to my chalet ..
and you shown stupid attitudes to everyone ,
yet i have to still give in to you ?
did you ever spare a thought for me ?
i am utterly disappointed in you .



MY HEART'S WHERE EVER YOU ARE ♥

~ { Friday, January 09, 2009 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

Monday, January 05, 2009
__* 8.54 am .`+
如果不小心伤害了你
你不要太伤心
因为我真的不是故意
让你受委屈
既然相爱了那么久
不能就这样分手
因为我们的爱来之不易
我真的不想放弃
Baby So Sorry
Baby 别 伤 心
我依然爱着你 想着你
别离去 没有你的日子真的好空虚
Baby 在 一 起
Baby 别 哭 泣
我依然疼着你 念着你
我的心 永远属于你
原谅我 这一次
我真的，好想你
不管你离我多么遥远
我会一直等着你
Ha...ha...
Oh baby I know you still love me
Come Back My love My love
Baby So Sorry
Baby 别 伤 心
我依然爱着你 想着你
别离去 没有你的日子真的好空虚
Baby 在 一 起
Baby 别 哭 泣
我依然疼着你 念着你
我的心 永远属于你
我的心 永远属于你
cherish ;
before it's gone ..
it's the brand new start of a year .
does it also marks the beginning of better luck and love-life ?
tmr my chalet .. 6th - 9th at 324B5 SAF Changi Seaview Resort . 21 years old ler .. but also dont have government money to take .. anyway , need to go Yio Chu Kang first before meeting Bestie they all to buy food for the chalet . just came back home . time is 8.32 am . ytd went Bugis to meet Bestie , Duncan , Ah Di , Damien , Jin Wei . bought covered shoes for reporting .. then we walked to Arab Street smoke Sheesha & eat . there food damn expensive .. Sheesha is boring . waste money only and make urself choke for nothing blowing big puffs of air .. then i suggest go drink . Damien & Jin Wei left . so we cabbed down to Boat Quay .. opened Martell at Whiskey Bar . stayed there till the pub closed which is 6 am . played pool with Ah Di .. sang alot songs .. mostly are our songs , cause not many people around . after that went to nearby Mac eat breakfast . then sat at the river .. Bestie & Ah Di play vomit competition . haas . in the end , both also vomitted . afterwhich we took train back to our Kampong .. home sweet home !



MY HEART'S WHERE EVER YOU ARE ♥

~ { Monday, January 05, 2009 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;