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Sunday, April 01, 2012
__* 1.08 pm. `+
Wish to say that Im happy with my life now.. But selfishly, I kinda miss my past life. Got depression with the 1st month of taking care of my baby.. Standing by the window, having many thoughts of throwing her off the building. But then again, I'd made mistake once.. Not gonna do it again, after all those pain of giving birth to her.. In the middle of the night when baby cries uncontrollably, i sat down and weep in a corner.. carrying her in my arms, watching her and dont know what to do. Nobody knows what Im going through.. Often having insufficient sleep, my mood swings tremendously and I cried almost every day and night. My husband and I also had many tiffs over minor matters.. causing me to break down every now and then with his harsh words. At that point of time, I had a urge of just walking off leaving everything behind
THE DAY YOU WENT AWAY ♥

~ { Sunday, April 01, 2012 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;