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Thursday, November 26, 2009
__* 1.55 am .`+
Just realised these photos were taken on our Samsung Event using my phone, on the day I was damn drunk and also surprisingly won myself a F480 in a lucky draw while I was in the toilet with my Managers. Lol ! Damn funny.. My guy colleagues even rushed into the toilet to look for me shouting, "Angela faster come out, you got phone to take!" and I was like.. "Uhh? What the fuck." That day all of us kept drinking cause free flow only!


June (Vivo Manager) . Jason (my Senior)

Dunno the guy on the left is who.. But on the right is our Boss.

Black shirt is Zhi Jian, my ex colleague.
White shirt is Rui Bin, the one who help me get this job.



THE DAY YOU WENT AWAY ♥

~ { Thursday, November 26, 2009 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

Tuesday, November 17, 2009
__* 2.12 am .`+
It's been a while since we last met. I tried so hard to keep myself busy and occupied.. Recently met lots of setbacks at work, feeling very stress. In the past, I'd always have you by my side to sulk my problems about work.. Right now, Im all alone. Though I'd stopped mentioning abt our stuffs to anyone.. But it's still hard. That day when went to Serangoon to eat with colleagues.. We walked past Sushi Tei. I smiled and told Jason, this was the place you and me went to eat on our 3rd mth anniversary.. He told me to cheer up. Later on, after finish eating we walked across the road and I saw the place you took me with you to meet ur friends for the 1st time, on their birthday. The place where we ate ice cream and took pictures with them.. I just stood there like an idiot and stare into the blank.. Until Jason asked me to go. There's many things which reminds me of you.. I just dont know how to put it in words how much Im still thinking of you, and missing those memorable days together. I really hate myself for being so useless.. Unable to move on, even though it's been quite some while already. I always try my very best to hang a smile on my face, but friends they never fail to see through my sadness.. Even if it's a friend just known, they would ask why do I look so upset? I dont know how on earth they would even know when Im always carrying a smile on my face.. Im just so tired..

Remember in the past you told me my blog is all written about my ex when Im with you? If you scroll back and see, you'd realise now my entire blog is all about you.. What are you doing now? How have you been.. All these, I no longer have the right to ask.



THE DAY YOU WENT AWAY ♥

~ { Tuesday, November 17, 2009 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

Friday, November 13, 2009

Just came back home, went to eat after work with colleagues.. Jason, Nokia promoter Matthew & his Gf at Bedok 85. Yesterday we all also same people go Serangoon Chomp Chomp eat seafood.. Today got 4 groups of people jio go drink.. HuiLin jio St James, Deron Bro jio Atlantis, Jaden jio pub, Black jio chalet. All rejected, cause tmr gotta wake up early go work.. 1 more MC and i'm outta this job. Today forgot to go Iphone training, Render was very frustrated.. Cause I said cause nobody reminded me. Last time too used to having people remind me the day before my training.. Sorry I know is my fault. After Boss come back and knows of this, maybe my position is very shaky liao.. Sighs. But no choice la, if want to sack me i also suck thumb. Hope things will go smoothly for me..

Went to drink on my off day despite having a fever, tell my friends that Im sick but they dont believe. Lols! So nevermind lor, keep tah with them.. In the end, still standing strong. Went back home got a fever of 39 degree.. Die die tell myself cannot take anymore MC. Bathe alr went to sleep.. Woke up at 6am for no good reasons, measure my temperature and it was slightly better. 38.5 degree this time.. Then covered myself till sweat, luckily the next morning okay liao. Now everyday taking cab to work, damn expensive.. This month gave Daddy $200 extra for his birthday present. So fucking broke.. Tmr going Xiao Yong's birthday chalet after work. Tonight gotta turn in early if not tmr cannot wake up again.. Luckily today is my Ah Ma & Ah Gong suddenly come my house and wake me up, arbo I think 11 o'clock still sleeping sio. Lols! Alright, so this is my boring Saturday night at home.. But also bo bian, going bathe now and sleep ler. Sorry for not joining you all, dont worry sure got chance de.. I will request to change back my off day to Thurs cause Wed is Ladies Night, dont worry Sisters.. I will join you all real soon. =]



THE DAY YOU WENT AWAY ♥

~ { Friday, November 13, 2009 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

Wednesday, November 11, 2009
__* 2.54 pm .`+
keeping myself occupied. dont wish to think of anyone or anything else.. stress at work, stress in basically everything. next month gotta bear a $500 for my blurnt mistake in applications.. haiis. i stress or upset, got tell anyone mah? no i didnt. i should be able to go through all these shits and miseries alone.. later going com centre with second brother, take mio tv remote control cause ours spoilt liao. then after that meeting deron rubber for dinner.. at night maybe going drink i dont know. Benvis send me a voice clip he sung in msn, 2 tigers run very fast.. lols. so lame. dont wish to stay at home on my off day..

any idea to make all these sadness go away .. ?



THE DAY YOU WENT AWAY ♥

~ { Wednesday, November 11, 2009 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

Tuesday, November 10, 2009
__* 1.40 am .`+
The day before he called in the middle of the night .. I went home alone as usual after work . In the bus , listening to the songs in my hp .. Then memories rushed back . & tears rolled down profusely .. I thought everything is all over and done with . I thought I had already left everything behind .. I simply stopped talking about him , stopped mentioning his name and anything that concerns . Realised I'd been pushing myself too hard to move on .. So hard that Im deceiving myself and everyone else . I could have a smile hanging 24/7 on my face , pretend I aint feel nothing .. But at the end of the day , an empty shell is what's left of me .



THE DAY YOU WENT AWAY ♥

~ { Tuesday, November 10, 2009 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

Friday, November 06, 2009
__* 2.29 am .`_
Cam-whoring






















THE DAY YOU WENT AWAY ♥

~ { Friday, November 06, 2009 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

Tuesday, November 03, 2009
__* 2.08 am .`+
though they had parted ,
but somehow ..
both their hearts still yearn for each other .

though the pain is lessen and wounds are healing as time goes by ..
the girl will still think of the boy ,
& bury him deep down in her heart .
no matter what ..
she promise to stay happy always .

memories ,
wont be forgotten .
but only remain intact ..
and unspoken .



take care .



THE DAY YOU WENT AWAY ♥

~ { Tuesday, November 03, 2009 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;