
vexed .
moody ..
lousy mood .
want to buy alot things ,
but i rmb my lesson ..
i rmb last time someone keep scolding me for spending .
there are so many things in my mind ,
that i dont know what im thinking also .
my manager ask me to be more cheerful ..
but i also not sure what im gloomy about ?
hais .
feels like i'd lost everything ..
with no place to belong .
no one to call my own .
what on earth is happening ..
always feeling so tired & down ..