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Tuesday, November 17, 2009
__* 2.12 am .`+
It's been a while since we last met. I tried so hard to keep myself busy and occupied.. Recently met lots of setbacks at work, feeling very stress. In the past, I'd always have you by my side to sulk my problems about work.. Right now, Im all alone. Though I'd stopped mentioning abt our stuffs to anyone.. But it's still hard. That day when went to Serangoon to eat with colleagues.. We walked past Sushi Tei. I smiled and told Jason, this was the place you and me went to eat on our 3rd mth anniversary.. He told me to cheer up. Later on, after finish eating we walked across the road and I saw the place you took me with you to meet ur friends for the 1st time, on their birthday. The place where we ate ice cream and took pictures with them.. I just stood there like an idiot and stare into the blank.. Until Jason asked me to go. There's many things which reminds me of you.. I just dont know how to put it in words how much Im still thinking of you, and missing those memorable days together. I really hate myself for being so useless.. Unable to move on, even though it's been quite some while already. I always try my very best to hang a smile on my face, but friends they never fail to see through my sadness.. Even if it's a friend just known, they would ask why do I look so upset? I dont know how on earth they would even know when Im always carrying a smile on my face.. Im just so tired..

Remember in the past you told me my blog is all written about my ex when Im with you? If you scroll back and see, you'd realise now my entire blog is all about you.. What are you doing now? How have you been.. All these, I no longer have the right to ask.



THE DAY YOU WENT AWAY ♥

~ { Tuesday, November 17, 2009 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;