__* 3.32 am .`+ so much .. for an empty shell . despite all those discriminations .. i protect you from everything and everyone else . yet all i get back .. was an empty shell . a relationship .. which cannot withstand difficulties .. is not what i want or expect ... i could bear all hardships to be with you .. yet all you could answer .. was so irresponsible . im so disappointed .. for all those things i'd done and wanna do for you .. im simply ruined . i had never blamed you for anything .. all i wish for , is for you to at least answer to my call whenever i need you . but have you ? i'd always thought , being there for you was at least what i could do . but maybe .. i was .. wrong ...................... i thought u were the one i wanna settle down with . yet u let me down time and time again .. what have i exactly done wrong to deserve all those treatment from you .. i really dont understand .. why are those tears even falling ?