__* 2.47 am .`+ the day i changed my phone , i cried till my eyes were sore the previous night .. because we agreed on the same phone , because we held the same model , because those were memories of us , because it means something to me , because you matters alot .. but when you told me ur feelings has faded , what can i do? hurt . upset . disappointed . i'd nvr tell you the real reason why i change phone so sudden .. because i dont want you to know that im weak , because i want to be strong and independent in front of you . because i thought i can forget you better , because i dont wish to fall deeper . but i was wrong .. cause the memories are stucked in my head , and i cant change away my brain . behind the brave fronts , who can understand those painful & unbearable feelings i have ? lonely nights spent alone , where are you when i needed you most ?