__* 11.39 pm .`+
everything seems to change .. everyday no mood for work , temper gone from bad to worse . even the slightest thing could irritate me , causing me to lose temper .. hais . im sorry .. really sorry . it's not the right time to be with anyone now .. even that they wanna give me time to forget , wanna wait for me .. i really dont need any of those . those are not the things i want .. this is not the ending i expect . maybe they dont understand . i'd simply lost faith in relationship , in guys . i know some of them treat me really well , but im truly sorry .. i dont wish to deceive myself or anyone of them . im no longer a kid , im sick and tired of flirts or on & off relationships .. i just need time to be alone . to think what i really want in life .. before i get my thinkings right , i will not commit myself .

THE DAY YOU WENT AWAY ♥