__* 1.13 am .`+
While I can only sit alone and reminisce memories of what's used to be, he may have already drifted to somewhere distant. Some place or with someone whom will make him happy.. Sick of faking smiles pretending Im fine, tired of deceiving the entire world & most of all.. Pathetically to myself. Everywhere I go, memories follow. The more I try to forget, it only makes things worse.. Lied umpteen times, reject and cast away many's invitations.. Sorry, I dont know what had become of me. All I need is just some quiet time to be alone.. I reached back home, finally decided to turn on my PSP and watch those movies that he had previously put for me. But then.. Some files seem to be corrupted, cant even detect the memory card. Makes me upset even though it's just a stupid lame thing..
I miss everything of us. The way he stared at me when we first met, the way he whispered in my ears saying he love me, the way he held my hands so tight as if it was nvr to let go, the way he kissed me on the forehead and hugged me all night till his hands become numb the next morning.. How he will call me up during work and asked if I'd eaten.. The long hours continuously talking on the phone, any topic under the sun.. Always accompany me watch cartoons even though he hates it, brings me along to meet his friends, brings me to eat supper after work, able to find a place for me to sit no matter how crowded the place is, walked a distance just to take a straw for my beer, always reminding me what's good for me and what's the wrong things not to do.. & so much more.. I even miss those quarrelling times we had ...
THE DAY YOU WENT AWAY ♥
I always thought I can forget you..
