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Monday, August 10, 2009
__* 1.45 am .`+
i should be enjoying myself , my freedom .. but how come it doesnt seems so ? feels more like a major part of me is missing instead . the boy , who never fails to get me a chair to sit , no matter how crowded and packed the places are .. always comes to mind . the boy who would walk a distance just to take a straw for my beer . maybe thats how i fell in love with him .. maybe that is why i love him .. but i'll never get another chance to tell him . everything just feels so wrong and out of place now .. im just not in the least interested in any guys . even how others tried to sweet talk , saying how he would protect me and all those kinda stuffs .. i really treat it as nothing but utter craps . i just felt so turned off when they tried to talk me in .. the more they say , the more i felt digusted . only feels like punching their face .. sighs . why does everything seems so hard ..




THE DAY YOU WENT AWAY ♥

~ { Monday, August 10, 2009 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;