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Thursday, July 23, 2009
__* 11.30 pm .`+
in this relationship , i'd understand alot of things . things that werent taught in school , or by anyone else .. i realised i'd been very selfish . in the past , nobody ever tell me how he feels .. and now , i truly understand that break is no big deal . but to lose someone you love and not knowing what wrongs u'd done to cause the crack is the most stupid mistake .. day after day , everything accumulates and one day everything burst and u lose it all .. in the past , i'd been only thinking for myself . doing things i like , not thinking how the other party would feel .. today , we met . it was really a surprise .. cause i thought i had alrdy lost it all .. but in the end , i lost everything once more . im sorry .. sorry for not able to keep you by my side . sorry for alrdy lying to you on day one .. i know it's hard to gain back ur trust . but i will work hard .. i will make you believe what i said is true , to let you know that my heart has no room for anyone else but you .

in my life , there is someone whom i'd loved and never once let go even though our chapter alrdy ended 2 years ago . but after meeting you again after all these years .. you were the 1st one to truly capture my heart . to make me wanna make you happy .. when we were together , nobody else comes to mind anymore . and it's weird how i would miss you and wonder what ur doing when u were not beside me .. how i will think about the things you dislike , and avoid doing them . i thought after that someone left me 2 yrs ago , i would nvr find any other who could make my heart race .. but then i found you . everytime we quarrelled , nvr fails to bring tears and pain .. we nvr seems to compromise and get down into an agreement , cause im not those who will listen . im always so stubborn to wanna say what i want and not hearing you out .. but i'd been reminding myself every now and then , trying to make a change . after today's incident , made me realised i'd learnt alot from you .. really , thanks . even that i'd lost you again , but still i will always love you .. and no one will replace you . wait for you -



YOU TOOK MY HEART ALONG ♥

~ { Thursday, July 23, 2009 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;