__* 7.09 pm .`+
yesterday's quarrelling is like end of the world ; very serious . too stressed & pissed-off alrdy , finally made up my mind to go drink with friends at night .. reached home at 8 am in the morning . this is the 1st time i'd ever dare to go out drink with my own friends . always , i'd respected my bf .. he said he dont like me hang out with guys and stuffs , so i didnt do it . but soon , respect became a kind of FEAR . yesterday i finally lost my sense and temper .. and did things my own way . i gave attitude , i yelled at him etc . cause thing's really gone way beyond my control and i just cant take it down anymore . i can no longer tolerate his attitude on the way he looked at things merely on the surface , trying to boss me around and demand me to not go out with this or not talk with that . he said i'd entirely changed overnight .. but HELLO ! i do have my own piece of thinking and opinions too , mind you . i listened because i obeyed you , RESPECT you .. but it doesnt mean i'll fear you for life . you reach my limits , and that's it ! dont fcuking take me for granted .
anyway , let's hope things get better ..
i dont wish to make us end up in this awful outcome either . sigh ..
MY HEART'S WHERE EVER YOU ARE ♥
I always thought I can forget you..
