__* 1.33 am .`+ just came back , after work went out with KW & his friends . his friends .. are what i call real angkong siao . girl also got full sleeve and full leg . somemore damn nice arts ! but wait for me ok .. i will become like her too when next time wearing my wedding gown . hurhurs ..
everytime when i thought i got myself new chances to move on , my hopes got dashed . i always compared the past , times when hanging out together with my ex & company .. and now de guy & his friends . i never manage to get things right in my head .. i know it's unfair , but i just cant help thinking back . i really miss him .. but i know i cant . still needs more time at least .. for me to stop myself from contacting him . sigh .. though im doing it well . but it feels terrible .. having to pretend not to care anymore . love , hurts .. i guess this is the longest duration i'd ever gone through to get over someone whom i failed to treasure .
anyway .. my brothers planning to set up a push-cart selling clothes at Hougang Mall . & they asked me to tend for them cause i'll be jobless by end of this month .. hees . if it's successful , they will be opening shop next year . cannot imagine sial ! if really like that , it'll be our family business . hope everything works out fine .. weets ! =]