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Tuesday, November 25, 2008
__* 12.07 am .`+
someone asked me today "if you really miss him, why nvr tell him?" tell him got use ? everything's changed now . i try to keep my ears and mind shut whenever his name is mentioned .. i even thought that the past is slowing fading away , i dont feel much about it . but why ? still . whenever i talk about him myself , my heart turns sour ? i really thought that i'd got him over and done with .. but i have to admit im a little upset when i heard about him with different girls . im sorry .. i'd let myself down . let down people who doted me .. loved me much more than he did . or rather perhaps that person didnt even use his heart at all . sigh . i know .. i know .. CW is the ideal one . & i need to treasure cause he's the one whose willing to give up everything for me .. and to go the extra mile to make me happy . im really , trying my best .. please .. dont tell me anything about that person . i dont wish to hear anymore .. please , tell me nothing at all .. it aint easy being what i am now .

* it's not that i dont wish to hang out together with ur friends .. dont compare yourself with him . maybe cause i dont know them too well yet . just , give me some time ..

I MISS MY BESTIE ! :(

~ { Tuesday, November 25, 2008 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;