__* without you .`+ i just cant stop .. the tears keep falling uncontrollably .. i really dont know what to do .
"He" called .. to tell me that ytd he fought with people at Dragonfly , and that he will be going in soon again . this Wed is his court hearing .. all of a sudden , i feel so lost . i called Ah Bee to asked if what he said was true .. and he said yes ..
i asked him why he called to tell me all these .. he said he want me to know where he will be . and i say then ? i will write letters again to you ? and cry myself out at night ? .. he said if i dont want , can dont write .. he asked if i wanna go find him . but i didnt .. i really , really want to . but .. i did not .