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Thursday, October 30, 2008
__* 6.22 pm .`+
just got home not long , finished bathing ler .. refreshing ! ^^ yesterday ton over at friend place . actually wanted to go back de , but suddenly rain very big then cannot go home .

yesterday went rouding . got many people i dont know , so nvr talk much . earlier , only got Ah Pui , Ah Yong and me . went to Bugis play billard .. i watched them play . see them play billard , suddenly thought of someone .. dont know why Ah Pui asked me , "what causes you to pierce and tattoo so much ?" i say nothing la , for fun . then he say dont bluff , must be got some reasons behind or kana "chi ji" then change until like this . i said cause someone left my life a yr ago , and i start to change ler bah .. he told me to be a better person , not for others but for myself . i told him , i dont know . he asked what is the name of the person who made me changed .. i said his name . and true enough , he knows "him" .. this is the dunno how many person among my friends who knows "him" ler . i said but everything is the past ler , i dont miss him anymore . Ah Pui said , "dont bluff , when u talked about the past , ur heart like very sour .. see , ur eyes like watery liao . u cannot deceive me .. " then i realised my eyes really abit watery .

everytime i dont wanna think of him , someone out there will come ask me "ehh , whr ur tiger ?" .. even i say no contact anymore , they'll still ask the same qns whenever they see me . & really , this feeling is awful ..

as for CW , nvr contact ler . sometimes i sit down alone and will suddenly think of him .. i know i had let him down . because of my selfishness , i chose to let him go .. i will feel sad at times , cause he is someone who gave me all his heart . but i think the past wont return ler .. i also dont know what i want exactly .

越等越伤心 ..

~ { Thursday, October 30, 2008 }
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