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Monday, October 20, 2008
__* 12.47 am .`+
tmr need wake up go AMK report . it's irritating , but it's also the only day Bestie & me can get off day together . & we're going Pulau Ubin together with GZ and SK . (:
now at Hougang Plaza with Bestie & GZ . just now play pool then now spend time using internet here .. stupid , cause my house got unlimited broadband access yet im wasting money using this laggy fcuked internet connection .

yesterday night was saddened by shocking news from "Him" .. he called to tell me some things , which i dont think i have the need to let the whole world know . I only told Bestie about it . i didnt expect him to call , cause i thought that we're quit for now .. and then , he start to appear in my life again .. but once again , not for long . i cried for more than an hour last night after putting down the phone .. i was in a loss . i dont know how to react and why only after things happen , then he tell me .. isnt it too late now ? i feel so helpless , there's nothing i can do . im losing him .. and lost him .

you told me to go find you , i did not . i dont wish to see you now , and miss you even more in future when ur gone .. im struggling to hold back every temptations to be back with you , even that happiness wont last . thats why my tears are falling .. when u will be gone . i asked you to give me a reason to find you , you stumbled upon ur words . i can give up everything for you , but you cant .. thats why im disappointed . i always thought that you would learn how to behave and be a better person after ur out , but guess im utterly wrong .

well , i know time will heals every wound & mends back broken pieces of my heart someday .. maybe by then , i wont even remember who you are anymore .

~ { Monday, October 20, 2008 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;