__* 1.19 am .`+ after waiting for so long , in the end also get nothing . now then i realised the meaning of one cant forced to love .. in relationship , im seldom the one who have to wait and love .. i was often the one , others try to get or get back . now im the one whose foolishly waiting for him .. did everything i could to revive and salvage . but things didnt turn out as expected .. he's still , gone . we didnt contact each other anymore . i didnt call or msg him no more .. and he too . he gave me hopes while he's inside .. but now .. im all alone . rejecting others and everyone else . i just wanna be alone .. and continue this way . i dont wish to be in close contact with any guys ler . and this is the dont know how long that im single liao .. nowadays keep hanging around with Bestie . so my life now , is purely just work .. and after work , go out with her . i'd given up hopes ler .. i dont need any guys now .