got myself a Gan-Didi , mr Paranoid ! mwahahs .. finally keep young peeps be my Gans . previously got alot people keep asking me keep them as Gan-Didi or Meimei , but i rejected . lols . cause i think Paranoid is worth keeping since all of us can click well ! (:
these days , i kept thinking .. why he never call or msg me ? when i called him , he seems to be concerned about me . but if so , why hasnt he bothered to contact me first ? SO , i finally made up my mind .. i'd rather tell myself that now he doesnt belong to me , than to suffer inside thinking he aint mine anymore . dont understand also nvm , i understand can liao . as long as i dont think of him anymore , i'll be happy again .. i'll get back my life . i will move on de .. wont call and bother him ler .
thanks for the past wonderful memories .. it's you , who made me realised that i could be so perserverance and determined for someone i love . i will learn to let you go .. but meanwhile , i also wont find anyone ler . sick and tired of making efforts and racking my brain to make someone happy when in the end all i ever get back is hurt and pain .. haas ! so im a good girl now , even without you . goodbye my love ..
tmr working with Winter alone , for the 1st time . cant imagine .. stupid Bestie OFF AGAIN !
I always thought I can forget you..
