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Friday, September 26, 2008
__* 3.01 am .`+
nowadays busy working as usual . if not would be hanging out with Jolyn or friends .. play until late late at night then go back home toh and die on bed . wake up next day is another same boring routine again .. i keep myself occupied with work whenever there's stocks .. there's a day when Boss came with lots of stock the day before .. then Moon and me go work jiu start do stocks ler .. do and do .. non-stop . do stock and at the same time serve customers .. very very fcuking bo eng . that day sales was the highest for this month . it's the only day that got pass 1k sales .. but we finish doing stocks at around evening time .. then dunno why like no more customers liao . feeling damn tired .. so relax and stand at counter .

then suddenly someone came to mind again .. & tears started to well up . cause .. this person was once very closed and impt to me . but now , everything change ler .. just only one year's time , and it has taken away what was meant to be my happily ever after . thinking that this person will no longer call me "Bibi" anymore .. whose hands will no longer held mine so tightly .. no longer call and ask where i am .. no longer care what i do .. no longer .. mine .. my heart turned sour . even now typing this down , i still feel a tinge of pain . it still hurts .. somehow .

when he called , i was elated . really . but it 's heart-piercing more than what's meant to be feeling happy .. like .. when he's not yours anymore , and you can only hear him talk about things regarding himself .. his friends , his family .. but ur no longer part of it .. where there was no you . you're purely just a friend to him .. you dont stand any place in his heart , his life .. & time can nvr reverse back to the past anymore . that's what im going through now ..

~ { Friday, September 26, 2008 }
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