__* 3.02 am .`+ yesterday forgot to bring extra money to go out with Bestie after work , so borrowed from Wei Ru . he couldnt find friends to transfer me , and he went downstairs himself to transfer me .. thanks alot . he really treats friends very good .. Roy asked me to be his girl , but i rejected ler . i just couldnt bring myself to hurt anyone again , when in my heart there's only a place for "him" . this time , i really made up my mind to wait .. even flings , i also dont have liao . not interested in any others . my heart will only die when he tells me in the face that he dont want me anymore ..
kingsley replied my letter liao . he's now in DB . nothing much , just sending of some regards ..
sorry Bestie , made you angry just now .. glad that things are okay between us now . i really never do anything that let myself down .. anyway , nice hairdo uhs ? haax . and ohh ya , i got my hair rebonded . and fcuk sial . my fringe is gone .. looks so dumb now .
dunno why people always like to ask me why i cannot forget "him" .. he treat you good ? aiyaa . dont ask me why .. i just wanna love him with every beat of my heart . maybe because that's a promise that's yet to be fufilled .. & a promise that i'd made to wait for him no matter what .