__* 1.40 am .`+ just reached home not long . havent bathe yet . just now after work went to slack with Jolyn , Den , Chia Wai , at Civic Centre Mac there . damn sian lor .. haiis . nowadays like alot things i see , are related to "him" . dont know why recently really damn ALOT sial . maybe he's trying to remind me to remember him every now and then .. lols . tmr working with Bestie . the day after , work with Michelle .. work , work and still , WORK ! think going to break down sooner or later liao . like become workaholic .. no life no nothing .
today Ice msg me saying he will wait for me and shits like that , he wont give up on me so easy . but i told him that everything's too late now .. i will wait for "him" no matter what . i'd already missed the chance before , and i aint gonna lose it this time . i just dont wish to regret for the rest of my life .. i may be fooling around as usual , but it's not what it seems to be . try to look deeper into my eyes , perhaps you'll still find a trace of tear left behind somewhere ..
this coming 21st , will be the 1st year of our broke-up . how fast time flies ..