__* 5.09 am .`+ just finished bathing not long ago . just now went to drink at Boat Quay with Jolyn .. actually want go Rush , but then keep cant find the place .. some say close today , some didnt specific the location clearly . so du lan .. went to Raining Bar drink in the end . haiis .
say break up not sad at all is just deceiving myself .. i tried my best to be what i can . even though i cant love a person as much as in the past , but at least i tried . so i wont regret . it's them who took me for granted so i will not shed anymore tears .. no longer a kid , have to know how to control my feelings .
no matter what happens in the future , no matter if we will be together again or not , i still wish that he'll be happy and seek his own happiness . he's really not perfect .. i mean , nobody is . but i will bury everything deep down within .