__* 120408 - 290708 .`+ thanks for making me a fool to be the last to know everything . but all the better , at least i still have the chance to see how fcuked-up a person you are .. but i wont hate you . cause i know it's partially my fault for not being able to love you . well , thanks for everything that you'd done for me .. but i had never asked for anything . you did things accordingly to ur own will .. and stop bragging to ur friends how good you are , when i was the one who's faithful till the end .
i said that i did not love you . YES , but at least im trying .. and i'd been struggling badly for nearly a year . we were together for just 3 months and you let me down twice . how am i supposed to hand over my heart to you ? never have i once treated you as his substitue , cause i know everyone is different .. and love shouldnt be like that . i even thought that i'm gradually falling for you , that i even bothered to look you up at ur workplace after my work . and what i got in return , was to discover a message from others .. confessing their love to you . haas .. how ironic ? this is the 2nd time to expose ur dirty lil' secret . the first one was 2 months ago ; your message to ur ex , begging for patch ..
yesterday should have gotten into a fight with them , if you'd not took my cell phone away . it's NOT because of you , that i wanna fight .. it's cause i HATE those bitches who always try to sneak into other's relationship . i had lost my loved one before like that .. and i regretted for not going down whack that bitch . why the hell must you interfere into girl's problem ? you cried and said that your my guy .. begging me to stop . saying you should have the right to protect me and not asking my friends to come down . ohh thank god , you could still remember that you're my fucking boyfriend ?! and yet ur flirting around behind me ? well .. you can tell those AST humji bors to fuck off and die ok ? 1 on 1 also dont dare . still want play gang .. knn . they're just so lucky to be saved by you yesterday . but i will not rest ..