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Tuesday, April 01, 2008
__* 4.28 am .`+
a few changes on me . new piercings and tatts .. if he's still around , bet i wouldn't have done so . his disappearance made my existance worthless .. matters no more abt my appearance , or whatever shit impression given to outsiders . i never wanna be good , when he's not here with me ..

Fu msg this to me today . "Did you ever ask urself a good ques why always u cant wit ur bf together long ? To be honest u are a good gf but u are stubborn and dun really noe how to behave .."

i admit that im stubborn , and i always defy what others advise . but that's because in a relationship , i dont wish to be a dog that follows blindly and do whatever shit pleading my bf .. all i need is a little freedom and space to do the things i want . is that wrong ? fcuk ! i can be with my guy all the time , cast away all my friends .. but what did i get in the end ? nothing , but plain ignorance and being taken granted of . at the end of the day when everything's back to square one and i'm all alone , i've got no one to share my sulkings with . can you feel what im going through ? i tried hard to be the best i could , but they dont appreciate the things done .. so why should i listen ? im just the way i am .

if one day there's tremendous changes in me ,
you'll probably know why ..

~ { Tuesday, April 01, 2008 }
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