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Tuesday, February 19, 2008
__* 5.04 am .`+
im really tired . i dont think i can move on any further without you .. it'd been six months and counting . nothing ever changes .. at least , not the pain .

in the past whenever i feel down , you're always the one beside me .. i could simply vent my anger by scolding you for no good reason . though it's ridiculous , but you'd always keep quiet and let me be . cause you know im upset over certain things and im not being myself .. everytime allow me to bully & tease you , pinch ur fat tummy , jump onto you out of a sudden for piggy-backs , make you walk few rounds just to get me drinks , pester you for acting childish with me , not letting you have ur sleep when i want you to accompany me longer .. & so much more . all of those memories never fail to bring back tears during the lonely nights .. i dont know why im back to where i was . maybe cause those guys out there just made me realise there's no one who can ever replace your position deep in my heart ..

i had never been happier , together with you . we never had anything to argue about .. cause you will mostly be the one giving in to me . even it's overboard , you will try ur best to accomodate . you told me that nobody had ever made you loved so much before , this i always remember . others may think it's dumb cause all these are only sweet-talkings .. but to me , they dont understand at all . you're the only one i truly wanna say , "i love u" . you're the only one , whom i always wanna remind and talk about .. for im proud to have you once .

the words i once said and promised , i'll be fufilling .
no matter what i have to do , i'll wait for you .. until the day you ask me not to . just like those past requests you'd made , asking me not to leave you before you do .

~ { Tuesday, February 19, 2008 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;