__* 4.12 am .+ Is it true what I heard ? It's kinda shocking cause this news actually broke out from my guy . He asked if Im waiting for "him" .. He said that his friend whose inside QRP , who knows my ex , told him that my ex miss me . I have no idea how this friend of his , knows who I am .. And why did my ex told him things about us ? Will "he" really think back on our past relationship ? Dont know why the world is so small .. Like that also can let me hear stuffs about him . Sigh .. Today is CNY . Later going relative's place with my family .But this year somehow seems different .. Feels so out of place .
I know my guy is trying very hard to make amendments for the wrong he'd done in the past .. I know he's treating me better than before . But , I really dont wish to disappoint him ..