__* 251107 - 140208 .`+ break liao . guess im much better off without him .. everyone dislike him , even my family . his reputation is totally ruined among my friends .. nobody approves us being together . i tried to love him back , and yes i know i did loved him . though not as much as for Xiang , but at least i tried .. but after all & all , everything just seems to fall back to square one . Xiang is still the one I think of , without fail . my boyfriends really treated me well .. good enough . but im not worth their efforts . no matter what they do , how they tried to move my heart .. my feelings for Xiang is still there . Wo Zhen De Hao Lei .. why i dont want to patch ? cause im really tired of deceiving everybody and telling myself that i no longer harbour thoughts over the past . sorry for making you upset .. i was left with no choice . you really think i dont feel a thing ? i do , but .. im tired . i dont wish to hold on anymore ..