__* 4.17 am .`+ Staring into the blank ; keeping silent , is one of the habits I had start to pick up when you were gone .. Even with the company of others , my mind would wander off to nowhere . It's somehow weird not having you sticking around . Feels like some part is missing .. But trust me , Im putting in my best efforts not to show . Often laughed with my mouth hung so wide agap , there will still be the existance of sorrow within . It really sucked ..
Complicate feelings stirring up . Im just trying hard to accomodate .. And take things the easy way . That is also why , no one will get the chance to see the other side of me .