__* 4.25 am .`+ It's been a long time since I blogged . Everything's still going on the same .. Im still working at Lot 1 . But next Monday going to go Causeway Point outlet already . Sigh .. New outlet opening , then have to go over arrange stocks .. Will be a busy week I guess . Sad that I have to leave Lot 1 .. Losing all the regular customers and friends .And all the past memories will have to be placed aside in my heart ..
Yesterday wake up , then running fever .. Having headaches that killing me . Till now , still got slight headaches .. But I still attend work as usual , cause I dont wanna make myself absence . Today is my off day .. Finally can rest at home for once . Really very tired .. But I wont be giving up .
About relationships .. I'd not enter into any . I'll keep holding on and stay strong , for him . It's been the 3rd months since he left .. I'd been staying single for so long the very first time . And I had somehow already gotten used to being alone .. =) At least I have family and friends around me who cares .. Those past memories with him , I'll always think every now & then .. and keep rewinding them in my mind .. I think thats already more than enough to keep me going . I will wait for him , no matter what .. I'd never loved someone as much before . Never thought that his absence could cause me much agony .. Hais . I really miss him .
18 months will soon be over .. I hope ? * waiting ; o3 mths o2 days & counting ..