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Wednesday, November 28, 2007
__* 1.15 am .`+
living without you .. breathing the air that you no longer shared , isnt something i can have a say in . losing you .. i cant choose .. can i ? it had been 3 months plus .. yet the feeling's still the same as when you just left . memories are there . and they never fail to stay with me each and every passing day .. why is it so hard to have my life back ? im struggling to keep myself occupied and pretending to fill my life to the fullest with different passer-bys . but the time frame kept rewinding back to the happy times when you were still here with me .. im vexed .

i no longer wish to harbour thoughts of you coming back .. but im still , upset . why ? sometimes i really wanna cry , but the tears would just well up in my eyes .. but , they never fall again .

~ { Wednesday, November 28, 2007 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;