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Tuesday, October 23, 2007
__* 1.15 am .`+
Dont know is no fate or what . Today Jolyn told me , his mum and brother came into the shop soon after I stepped out a few seconds ago but I didnt see them .. Dont know why have to be such coincidence , Anabelle they all got problem then I go down basement find them . What the fuck ? Sigh .

Thinking back , I'd been working at The Bluez for 3 months plus .. If minus away the time while I and him were still together , then can say I had been working in this company for 2 months after our breakup . And dont know why I think can be considered rather serious in this job already .. Not to say punctuality , cause Im staying quite far . But in the way as in , if the night before , I went drinking with friends .. No matter drink until how drunk , vomitted like fuck .. The next day I will still attend work . And even if I am so sick or running a fever , I will STILL go to work . Till now , I realised that I havent gotten any MC or perform any of my past stupid stunts .. Didnt thought that I could be so serious working .. If I didnt remember wrongly , the only particular "MC" i got .. was the day he broke with me .

Haix .. I also wanna seh like everyone else . I also wish to forget everything .. But why after seh the next day wake up , the feeling's more worse ? Is love really so hard to stay .. ?

~ { Tuesday, October 23, 2007 }
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