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Thursday, August 16, 2007
__* One Step Closer ? `+
Sorry for telling the truth . If I'd known that this would be the outcome , I never would have wanna reveal my feelings . I didnt expect things to turn out this way .. I really dont know what to say . You asked me why I hadnt said so earlier , cause you had felt the same way too . Perhaps I felt that there wouldnt be any harbour between the both of us .. You were surrounded by so many friends . You were popular . But I was not so . I felt so out of space when I was with you guys .. But thinking back , maybe I wasnt . Gotta admit that I was kinda over-reacting . Whatever it is , it's all the past I thought . But to you , it hasnt turned historic ..

You kept asking how is it that you cant be compared with him ? No , you are good . Really . I can sensed it , even on the first day we met .. Maybe I simply wasnt good enough , thats all . Please dont indulge urself into me .. Im not worth ur efforts or wait . Im really sorry for making you fall for me . I know Im an asshole .

Anyway , just now I really wanted to turn and walk away .. I was angry . But it's your big day , I didnt wanna spoil it all . Btw , hope you will bring the bracelet along with you no matter where you are . Remember this , though we cant be together but ah toot & ah gong will be besties till the end .. Take care , cause I care .

*Thanks Marcus & his friend for accompany me wait till morning for 1st bus . I did enjoy myself last night .

~ { Thursday, August 16, 2007 }
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