__* LOVE-less `+ Just when I thought that he's gone forever from my life , he appeared once more . Never would I expect him to call me again .. But he did . I was at my guy's place , but I did not tell the truth . I had wanted so much to talk with him , to hear his voice .. Even if it is for very last time , I was willing to lay down my life . But I guess that was all in the past .. Nevertheless , we did chatted for a short while .
Sharing back our past memories , seems sad and teary . We both knew our wrongs and faults , but no one ever bother to do any explanations no more .. As I'd mentioned , it's merely flapping through pages of history . *Sigh - Well .. I guess , some things are best left unspoken . I know I cant erase everything from my mind , cause it will always stay the same in my heart .. But that's okay , for I dont have much time to brood over such matters already . =]
I came back home today from work . It's been weeks since I saw my family .. Tomorrow is Mum's off day , so is mine as requested . Sorry for not spending time with you . Just wish that I could duplicate more of myself , so that I could fufill everything that I wanna do in this lifetime ..
Anyway , Tiger should be angry with me now . Im sorry for not joining you .. But I do hope that you could come to realise that Im the one whose unable to spend more leisure time with my family and friends , cause I would be with you all the time except for work .. So please try to understand my plight . Im really putting in my best efforts to be a good girlfriend and casting away invitations from others .