__* When You're Gone .. `+ Im tired . Tired of seeing you .. Seeing your friends . Tired , of working at the place where you will always be . I really dont know what to do .
You initiated the break-up , but then I can hear from others that ur feeling "emo" and talking things about us .. Im confused . You're like hanging me in mid-air and keeping me in suspense , pushing me to death . You acted like you dont care , but you still messaged asking where am I .. Doubting my whereabouts exactly like the way you used to . But when I still hope and pray for one last chance , you told me you needed some time .
Friends around think that I'd changed ; I'd turned bad . Even Mum .. She hates me now . I really dont know what to do without you . I feel so empty and as if my soul had departed . I just aint me anymore ..
Sad to say . Today is the 1st week that we'd been apart .. Days seemed like years when Im alone .
Dar , I miss you . Miss the times when I'd always disturb you before we go to sleep .. Miss your piggy-backs .. Miss bullying you and teasing you a big fat pig .. Miss you helping me take drinks when Im thirsty . Miss your hugs before sleep .. Miss ur kisses before u go to work .. Miss ur craps and bull-shits .. Miss holding your hands .. Miss pinching you .. Miss seeing you do stupid things when I requested .. Miss seeing you blush .. Miss your laughters .. Miss your naggings .. Miss you alot alot .. Sigh .
Think I'll stop here .. Tears are flowing like free now .