__* Going CRAZY . `+ You asked Sebast & Gerald to come my shop today to check on me , didnt you ? Why cant you just simply come in and ask me to go home with you .. Sigh . Im really so god damn confused . It's like you're behaving the different way as what you meant in ur words . You want to break uh ? Then why still care about my whereabouts ? Why still ask Joyce to call me ? Haas .. I really dont know what you're thinking . All along these 4 mths , I havent got to understand you a single bit at all . What are you really up to ? Do you still love me or what .. Please stop stirring up my feelings every now and then . I cant take it no more .. I went bonkers during working hours . I saw you . I dont know how to react .. I walked away . David told you that he saw me , didnt he ? He pointed at me , I know . But you did not turn round .. It's okay , cause it'll be real awkward . Frankly speaking . Justin & Marcus are going after me , but I dont think I'll be entering yet another relationship so soon .. I just dont know what to do anymore . I feel so lost deep inside .. Sorry for making things end up this way . But I will still love you , and nothing else more ..