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Sunday, August 19, 2007
__* Devastation .`+
The previous post is for some other guy . This post is regarding my own guy .

I was real upset for what had happened , but dont wish to mention anymore .. Cause I did what I wasnt supposed to , so did he . Fair & square . But no matter how crazy I might be out there fooling around or whatsoever , my heart only has place for him and no one else . This I can assure everyone whose heart arent at ease .. However , for his case , it might be vice versa . And it can be a heart pain thing . It's okay to me , as long as I dont stand to witness any part of the process .

Yesterday during work , two young foreign hunks wanted to get my contact . But I joked and replied , "Sorry , Im too poor to afford a phone .." My colleague said that it's a waste not to exchange contacts with them , cause they must be from a well-off family background or something like that . I told them that i love only one , and that will have to be my guy . Though they dont seemed to believe my words , but that doesnt affect me anyway .. As far as I know , my conscience is clear and its all that matters ya ? There're guys asking for a chance , but temptations aint shaking me .

Today is Sunday . Im now still idling around Bunny's place with Jolyn .. But the both of them had gone off to sleep soon after our games and drinking session . It was really fun hanging out with them . Though the 3 of us had a big tiff not long ago , but I guess our bonds would be bindered closely by now .. Later Jolyn will be heading for work at CCK , and I'll be going down too . Kinda awkward to face my guy now .. I dont know what to say to him . Sigh .

For working schedules , if they put my off days on weekends .. I'd be more glad than ever . Cause I wish to spend quality time with my guy .. The things I'd done for him underhand , he might never know them all . But it's really fine for me .. I just hope he will commit his true feelings into this coming 4 months relationship , and stop harbour those naive thinkings in his head . I just wanna have a stable life .. Is it really so tough ?

~ { Sunday, August 19, 2007 }
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