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Tuesday, June 05, 2007
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These days have been evolving round the same stuffs over and over again . My life had always been the same .. Didnt hang out with my kakis anymore . They still asked me out for drinks occasionally , even though I have seldom contact them .. This , I felt kinda awkward and awful . It's not that I dont wanna hang out with my friends , just that I dont have the capability to .. I don't wish to rely on u guys for my expenses and such . Thanks , but Im really sorry . Please try to understand .. I have never forgotten anyone of you .

Xiao Bai called today , asking me if I wanna go "Yew Ee" . Of course I did not want to . He also told me that Darick is on his home leave .. It's stupid that his friends are still telling me things abt him . Darick gave Yo Ee Godfather my contact .. No wonder he's been calling me nowadays . But I did not pick up . I did not want to have anything to do with Darick or whoever that's related to him ..

I just want to move on with my own life . Yes , It's been tough going thru what Im still feeling for him till now .. But I swear to get him outta my mind completely someday . I cant show what's really inside of me . It's a pain having to hide ur true self .. It aint easy putting on a disguise in front of everyone else , but Im doing it . I just dont wish to reveal the weak side of me . That's the reason behind my laughters .. Not because Im nuts .

~ { Tuesday, June 05, 2007 }
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