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Thursday, June 28, 2007
__* Isolation . `+
Today I stay at home again . These few days after coming back from CCK , I did not went out except just going nearby places to have dinner with SK people .. Don't know why , really not in the mood to go out . Sorry Ivan , always putting ur aeroplane and bombing you . Maybe is cause' Im kinda broke now , that's why my life is somehow gone .. But Im worried that next month when I start working , things will change soon . I would have not much time for my boy already . What's more , his tagging might drop soon .. That's what I fear most , I guess . Sigh . But I always tell myself that if he's not meant to be , then let it go ..

Im so confused . Wish I could just be independent and stop relying on others . But for the entire day , I did not contact him at all .. And he too , didn't either . I did thought of him but I dont wish to get too committed this time .. Perhaps it may be unfair to him , but I just wanna play it safe .

Friday should be meeting Justin .. Just now chatted with him on the phone for hours . Haas , that BODOH "Ah Gong" .. Make sure I spin him inside washing machine on that day ! Btw tomorrow will be going to dye hair at Hougang , afterwhich might be meeting Ivan then . Now going to turn in , tmr gotta wake up quite early . And apologies Jolyn , next time meet you slack .. Today lazy to walk so far . Nitey nitex ! =]

"Friends often say I damn flirt , don't believe that Im the kind of girlfriend who would stick with her bf and stay faithful . It really doesnt matters to me how they look upon me as .. Cause as long as I know my conscience is clear . I really wanted to be a good girlfriend , and I did . But that aint enough to keep things going .. I have no idea whether if the other party would share the same thinking as I do . Just hope that this time round , it will last ."

~ { Thursday, June 28, 2007 }
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