__* Fade . `+ Today I'd sneaked out for rouding . Not because I'm misbehaving .. Only that boredom have starts to become torment . Finally back home once more . Feeling friggin' shag as usual ; The same as what I'd been , when I had nobody to call my own . Everything seems to be ideal and going smooth .. But it's too good to be true somehow .
Now that I have someone to call my own , I felt that it's not him that I completely adore or could commit my heart with . Simply because , all I ever want is NWK to come back ; No one else . I'm sorry , Didn't mean to lie through my teeth . But I don't even think you would doubt or bother , cause I ain't sense no love between us ..