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Tuesday, April 10, 2007
__* 030407 - 090407 `+
im really sorry Bin , never meant to hurt you in any way . but i just dont wish you to suffer alone at home wondering where the hell i am , when im often outside enjoying myself through the night .. do you know that i really wanna stay true , wanna be good to my guy . but towards you , i just cant seem to do it . the feeling just aint right .. not that i'd lied to you about my feelings , it's just that it's somehow weird how two close friends who'd played crazily together in the past , had now become an item . perhaps i really dont know how to react and behave in such a situation , cause i'd never gone into a relationship with any of my close pal . what's more , there's really some sorta communication breakdown between us ..

yesterday my closest buddy Derrick jio me again for the second time , but i rejected .. didnt tell Eric about it , cause he'll definitely get the shock of his life . -.-"

Darrick my ex is still calling me once a while when he's free in hostel . but i know im just purely thinking of him as a friend .. dont be mistaken . i might have missed the past moments with him , but all those are already stated as memories in my heart .. im no longer the foolish sentimental 'rabbit' ; will keep moving on and seek for happiness .

~ { Tuesday, April 10, 2007 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;