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Sunday, January 31, 2010
__* 1.39 am .`+
was late an hour for work . woke up at 11.30 am , realised that handphone batt is dead . no wonder no alarm .. drank at punggol end , slept at 5+ am . reached workplace at 12 plus , but luckily was being saved again by my manager .

bibi in camp now , friday then can come out .. but he promise to come out earlier to accompany me on thurs . although sometimes we will have some minor arguements .. but luckily he also will give in to me , that day when he didnt wanna go have dinner tgt with mummy .. in the end , i 哄 him until he bui tahan and he finally agreed . haas . sometimes he acts like a small boy , sometimes he's very stern .. but always being bullied by me . his silly face always nvr fail to make me laugh . his stupid expression when peeling chicken wings for me , is damn funny . love him lots ! wish to smile and play like crazy with him by my side .




THE DAY YOU WENT AWAY ♥

~ { Sunday, January 31, 2010 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

Thursday, January 14, 2010
__* 11.30 pm .`+
I should be happy that there are people who cares . There is my Bestie there for me beside me when I cried my heart out .. There is Joyce who can accompany me for drinks . There is Benvis who calls me every morning to wake up for work . There is Jaden to bring me out for supper or outings . There is Lawrence to message with during work .. I should be happy . I should also be happy for you .. But unfortunately , Im not . I dont feel anything within me . I cant seem to find any happiness in anything I do .. When I know u'd found someone new , I wasnt supposed to feel anything . But instead , I felt pain in everything ..



THE DAY YOU WENT AWAY ♥

~ { Thursday, January 14, 2010 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;
__* 3.31 am .`+
无数个夜晚
任性的被你宠坏
我曾想就这样耍赖
如今默默呼吸孤单

失去了什么
还剩下什么
不再等待
面对你慷慨 无截止的爱
我该不该勇敢的离开

对自己坦白
爱狠狠的还在
找朋友陪伴都抵不过你一半
泪在眼里打转 爱已变成黑白
找不到答案也不想谎言主宰

对彼此坦白 我们真的失败
背叛不是因为 就算承诺不再
新欢成了旧爱
爱的没了姿态 我会释怀
让时间把一切都冲淡

失去了什么
还剩下什么
不再等待
面对你慷慨 无截止的爱
我该不该勇敢的离开

对自己坦白 爱狠狠的还在
找朋友陪伴都抵不过你一半
泪在眼里打转
爱已变成黑白
找不到答案也不想谎言主宰

对彼此坦白 我们真的失败
背叛不是因为 就算承诺不再
新欢成了旧爱
爱的没了姿态
我会释怀
让时间把一切都冲淡

就让它冲淡



THE DAY YOU WENT AWAY ♥

~ { Thursday, January 14, 2010 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

Tuesday, January 12, 2010
__* 12.16 am .`+
dont know how long i'd remain single . but the truth is i'd been single for nearly 2 month .. i shouldnt be thinking of anything else ler . should just work and work and work . play and play and play .. or drink and drank and drunk .. just that , i feel lonely on my off days even with the accompany of friends . and .. at times , im still struggling to move on . and sometimes i long for someone to love me . but also at the same time , i dont wish to be with someone new and end up thinking abt the past and going back to square one .. im really tired . every night sleeping past 4 am , waking up at 9 or 10 am . always late for work .. so shag with panda eyes .. not much energy to work or always very blur like sotong cause not enough sleep . even reach home very tired , but still no mood to sleep .. even lie on bed also will toss and turn till morning . repeated routine each day .. so tiring .. dont know what to do .. cigarettes are running out so fast that i have to buy almost everyday . stress also need so much money ..



THE DAY YOU WENT AWAY ♥

~ { Tuesday, January 12, 2010 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

Friday, January 08, 2010
__* 6.45 pm .`+
Thanks people for coming down my birthday celebration .
Jolyn , Joyce , Jaden , Jane , Alvin , Ah Di , Benvis , Andy , Benjamin , Ah De & co.

Though this year Im alone ,
but at least I got you guys's accompany ..
Thanks alot !
& thanks for the presents also .

Sorry Bestie for letting you see me in my break down state .
Yesterday will be the last day I shed tears for him ..
Thanks for taking care of me .
Love you .



THE DAY YOU WENT AWAY ♥

~ { Friday, January 08, 2010 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

Wednesday, January 06, 2010
__* 1.10 am .`+
Last day of 2009 .

Jane . Rabbit . Jolyn



THE DAY YOU WENT AWAY ♥

~ { Wednesday, January 06, 2010 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

Tuesday, January 05, 2010
__* 2.56 am .`+
very , very tired .
but those tears just keep falling ..
say to forget ,
but it's still hard .
3 more days to my birthday ..
but I feel so blank and empty .
dont have the mood at all ..



WISH YOU HAPPINESS ♥

~ { Tuesday, January 05, 2010 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;