Saturday, June 27, 2009

__* 12.05 am .`+

my house is so short of towels .

ytd wanna go bathe then realised my towel suddenly missing ..

then i saw the towel hanging on the window grill .

just now asked my Mum why she took my used towel ,

she said cause dont have towel .

then i say her dirty ,

used people's towel to bathe .

LOLS !

anyway ,

another funny thing ..

my friend just asked if im okay or not ,

he heard from others say got people come find me trouble .

SO LAME ..

makes my toes laugh only .

YOU TOOK MY HEART ALONG ♥

~ { Saturday, June 27, 2009 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

Thursday, June 25, 2009

__* 11.34 pm .`+

yesterday night met Bestie after my training .. we went shopping at Bugis , took neo-prints , prayed at temple , drank at BUO , ton night at Katong play Left 4 Dead till morning . for once .. i didnt pray about anyone else . i prayed for this current relationship .. the Lot is a good one . it says that i need to be honest and sincere in order for things to work out .. what i need to do most impt now , is to control my temper . sick and tired of changing boyfriend like nobody's business .. guess it's somehow time for me to settle down for good . hope it'll be possible ..

today is my off day .. woke up late to meet Bf . he was angry , cause i failed to keep my promise .. quarrelled again , but managed to be okay later on . met him at Serangoon , slacked at his place till evening .. then go nearby pasar malam walk walk , cause we wanted to buy our Omnia phone plastic casings . went down to Hougang .. eat & walk around . 1st time we went out together walk here and there .. previously we wanted to go out on our off day , but in the end quarrelled and both went back home separately . though is just a simple day , but i really enjoyed myself with him by my side ..

dar , i love you .

YOU TOOK MY HEART ALONG ♥

~ { Thursday, June 25, 2009 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

Monday, June 22, 2009

__* 11.12 pm .`+

nothing special as usual ..

today workplace outside was all sealed doing some construction stuffs ,

and customers aint that many .

but still managed to hit over 10 sets ..

start to learn how to do broadband applications by myself alr .

just now serve 1 aunty & uncle couple .

the on top air-con keep dripping water ..

then the aunty ask why drip water ,

i said cause the air-con just now drink too much alrdy .

like that only then the aunty say i very cute ..

talk until very humorous .

then zhi jian looked at me and all of us laughed .

so funny .

throughout the entire afternoon ,

both of us do nothing .

so boring ..

he surf net and i play with my phone .

tmr is my training for miohome & miotv .

must wake up early ..

but good thing is can go home after that .

havent decide whr to go yet .

YOU TOOK MY HEART ALONG ♥

~ { Monday, June 22, 2009 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

Sunday, June 21, 2009

__* 12.16 am .`+

wish to go out too ,

but im tired ..

from work i suppose .

or maybe with life ..

today late for work as usual .

somemore late on a Sat when need to change pricings !

Manager told me i'd be given a warning letter soon from HQ ..

she ask me to stop being late .

haiis ..

nowadays quite moody and upset .

might be losing someone impt soon ..

feel so helpless .

if only happiness is here to stay ..

YOU TOOK MY HEART ALONG ♥

~ { Sunday, June 21, 2009 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

Thursday, June 18, 2009

__* 6.52 pm .`+

im not fit to be anyone's gf .

i just sucked at being one ..

i tried everything to make him happy ,

but seems like nothing ever work out fine .

just dont know what to do ..

if this time blows off ,

i'll remain single .

No matter what ? I love you . Sigh -

YOU TOOK MY HEART ALONG ♥

~ { Thursday, June 18, 2009 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

Monday, June 15, 2009

__* 12.01 am .`+

maybe after this month ,

we might not be able to spend much time with each other anymore ..

maybe after you start studying ,

our relation will be drifted apart ..

im worried ,

but i dont know how to voice them out .

really very tired of anymore quarrels ..

maybe im expecting too much of you .

maybe i shouldnt be falling so deep ,

maybe i shouldnt make myself too upset .

YOU TOOK MY HEART ALONG ♥

~ { Monday, June 15, 2009 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

Tuesday, June 09, 2009

__* 12.05 am .`+

Is happiness not here to stay again ?
Even if it is ,
I'd brought everything upon myself .
What I need to do now is to salvage before it's too late ..
I really hate the feeling of remorsefulness for not doing those things I should have done ,
to keep someone by my side .
Sometimes I just hope there could be somebody beside me ,
& I wish it was you .
But things nvr seems to work out right ..
Im tired of all the quarrellings .
It's not that I like to flare my anger ,
maybe it'd alrdy been a habit for the past .
Im trying hard to change ..
But nobody knows .
Maybe you need to understand ,
some things cant be changed just overnight .
I really need some time ..
Sigh .

YOU TOOK MY HEART ALONG ♥

~ { Tuesday, June 09, 2009 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

Friday, June 05, 2009

__* 10.25 pm .`+

no matter what i do , is often wrong .

no matter how hard i try , things will nvr work out fine .

everything u dislike , i did my best to accomodate ..

maybe you dont understand me enough , thats why u dont know ..

but i'd really changed alot .

i hate things to turn out this way ..

YOU TOOK MY HEART ALONG ♥

~ { Friday, June 05, 2009 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

Thursday, June 04, 2009

__* 1.49 am .`+

i might not know how to express my thoughts ,
i may not sweet-talk all the time ..

but believe me when i say 我爱你 .

the past ,

i'd alrdy walked out of it .

took me a really long time but still ,

i finally did .

that day his friend told me he went in alrdy ..

i seriously dont feel much .

why should i feel upset for someone who walked out on me ?

i should cherish whatever i have with me and not rewinding the never-ending past .

no idea if we could last till the end or not ,

but can we just treasure every moments spent now ?

wish you could put a little bit more trust in me ..

YOU TOOK MY HEART ALONG ♥

~ { Thursday, June 04, 2009 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

Wednesday, June 03, 2009

__* 11.51 pm .`+

sometimes i still think of her ..

and everything of what we used to be .

there's no longer anyone now to share my utmost joy & laughters ..

my sorrows , my tears .

no longer hear anyone pouring out her problems to me either ..

- slacking around in the middle of the night

- after work go Mustafa walk walk , then eat prata .

- sometimes go Jalan Kayu eat prata

- sometimes go JB shopping

- everytime eat Mac , help me squeeze all the sauces .

- eating of her Mum's curry at her place

- sleeping next to each other

- doing stupid things together .. piggy-back me ..

- always buy things for me when she's outside shopping

- help me carry things , will always complain say she's my nanny ..

- always suan and di-siao each other

- sometimes quarrel but always end up okay

- even if go out shopping tgt always cant get my stuffs , but it's still fun .

- teach her singing .. miss our k-box sessions .

- even if that's my fav song i'd chosen , i'd still let her sing ..

- even everyday can see each other , but still will chat online at all times .

- always ask her to teach me things

- always update me the latest and nice songs that she likes ..

- she's the only one there for me .. to pour out my sulkings .

- always talk abt the past till shed tears , but will be much better after that .

- drink till drunk .. cry like nobody's business .

i miss Bestie ..

sigh -

when i felt that i'd lost the entire world , i'd actually not .

cause she is there with me thru my ups-and-downs ..

always the one .

beside me ..

but now , i'd indeed lost everything .

so many things and words to say , but nvr know where to begin with ..

YOU TOOK MY HEART ALONG ♥

~ { Wednesday, June 03, 2009 }
被你爱过我真的很快乐 ;

~`♥ The Message

~`♥ The Lady

~`♥ Love Aint Lust

~`♥ Friends For Keep

~`♥ Bygones = Memories

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